Me :>
healthy lifestyle!
I haven't eaten anything today..and now I'm drinking my third coffee...i feel shitty aaaa
i need to cut i need to cut i need to cut i need to cut i need to cut
do i want to ki11 myself?....yes
do I still have to look cute?...yes!
OMG IM SO HAPPY
the psychiatrist was so nice...She was talking to me like we are besties or something π
i have 3 psychiatrists rn ππit sounds so weird but i need to because of the police or something so i have alot of help and they can see my parents are trying to help? idk...
(my mom told her im emo...and the psychiatrist asked if im self harm1ng because because alot of emo people do thatπ)
why the fuck do i still miss that person?
He made me hate myself..I cried every night because of him, I started hurting myself because of him, I wanted to di3 so much but I didn't even have the energy to get out of bed...he manipulated the shit out of me,totally ruined me
why do i still miss him...
i dont know who i am
i dont feel like i have my own personality and identity..i feel empy,Always acting the way others want me to..who tf i am?
The principal invited my parents to school (again)
due to my absence...I can't go to school because of mental problems and bullying,but the school doesnt give a shit ofc...idk let me just rot in my bed
Im getting this tattooed in April or June
IDK ANYMORE
i have a therapy tomorow...SO EARLY IN THE MORNING THO AAAAAAAA...im kinda happy to see my therapist! but still...i CANT tell her everything...my parents would literally kill me if they discover my Sh Addiction...
vkei bangya & fashion just my weird thoughts
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