Latest Posts by tiredwolf1247 - Page 2

I am my own worst enemy

Why do I have to be myself???

I don't want to feel anything anymore. It's just too much. Please make it stop.

Everything would be better off if I wasn't alive. I'm sorry all I do is cause others pain. I should just not say anything anymore.

i feel like the longer you have depression n r suicidal, the less people care

bc its like~ hes depressed rn?? he always is

he hasnt eaten?? he will at some point

hes sh again?? they're never deep anyway

he's gone missing again?? its fine he'll come home

he overdosed again?? he never takes enough tho

he tried to kill himself?? thats okay the attempts have never worked~ so it wont this time

I feel like an awful person.

I keep doing things wrong and making people (the ones I care about) unhappy.

I don't deserve anything good on this life

Why cant I just do it? What's wrong with me?

I just want him to love me again.

When eating does anyone else feel like throwing up as soon as the food touches your tongue? Especially when it comes to meat?

All I do is rot in bed, have breakdowns, ugly cry, fuck shit up, get drunk and cut myself. what a life (and it's all my fault, isn't it)

Would you love me if I was normal? If I was pretty? If I was skinnier? If I was kind? If I was... Better. Someone else

"Sleep isn't really sleep anymore, it's just an escape from reality "

The feeling of emptiness it's back. It's worse than usual, it's terrifying, it has never been this strong before.

If you have me in your life, I’m really really sorry.

having a “favorite person” is so glorified and sounds lovely until you uncover the horrendous attachment issues and instability

i wish people could understand how painful of a curse it is

I honestly shoulda just killed myself the day I first thought about it. Would have saved me a lot of trouble and mental breakdowns

In a 'im going to kill myself soon so let's do whatever the fuck we want' kinda mindset

I genuinely think it's too late for things to turn better for me. I feel like a lost cause

god knew I would be too powerful if I was mentally stable

Every fking day is the same shit. Over and over again.

Being alone is enjoyable until you become painfully aware of just how alone you truly are.

I can’t help but feel like everyone sees that I’m damaged goods and that’s why they never want me.

I should have died a teenager, but now it's too late.

my mind is blank, disconnected, numb, but my chest hurts so bad, i want to tear it open and crush that disgusting unworthy heart.

I feel like I need them more than they need me. Even if I am that one that ruined everything, I still need them. I crave them. It feels like they could care less. It's what I deserve.

I'm back to the point where I cry myself to sleep at night because of how alone and worthless I feel.

feeling like a huge fucking burden lol