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BPD Acceptance & Awareness Flag
While there is a popular black and white BPD flag, I wanted to create one with more colour to show the depth of BPD. I was inspired by the NPD Awareness Flag by npdsafe, and the alternate NPD flag by npdflag to make this. I followed the amount of stripes the NPD flag has as to show solidarity between cluster B disorders.
Stripe Meanings:
(#000000) Black： Duality, Emptiness, and Support —
Black and White both represent the duality of BPD. Along with that, black represents feellings of being void, hollow and emptiness. It also represents support for people with BPD.
(#711f49) Purple-Red： Negative Intense Emotions —
Purple-Red, Dark Magenta, represents intense negative emotions, both internal and external. This includes overwhelming feelings of rejection, feelings of abandonment, anger, and more.
(#e24069) Pink-Red： Positive Intense Emotions —
Pink-Red, Lipstick Pink, represents intense positive emotions, both internal and external. This includes feelings of europhoria, love, healing, wellbeing, and more.
(#d6cce8) Light Lavender： Fear and Dissociation —
Light Lavender, Haze, represents fear, fear of abandonment, paranoia, dissociation, loss of sense of identity, feeling out of touch with reality, derealisation, and depersonalisation.
(#ada1d3) Dark Lavender：Solidarity and Remembrance. —
Dark Lavender, Periwinkle, represents solidarity between people with BPD and other cluster B disorders. It also serves as a reminder of the different ways BPD presents itself in different people. It also serves rememberance of those with BPD who have passed away.
(#ffffff) White：Duality and Recovery —
White and Black both represent the duality of BPD. Along with that, white represents recovery, and that people with BPD are not hopeless.
◜ ♡ ﹕ QBPD﹕FLAG FOR MYSELF. ◜ ͡ ◝✦◜ ͡ ◝
◜ ♡ ﹕a bpd flag I made for myself, this flag was made with pwBPD who have the "Quiet bpd" sub type, and who's symptoms are reflected inward instead of outward, they may feel a lot of guilt, and anger towards themselves, they tend to people please and hide their struggles to avoid being abandoned again or coming across as a burden. This flag was made for me specifically, but anyone can use and I encourage you to as well!
◜ ♡ ﹕ NOTES ◜ ͡ ◝✦◜ ͡ ◝
✦﹕dni link. reblogs appreciated.
✦﹕made with my personal experiences
in mind :3
BORDERLYCAN / LYCANBPD ; a flag for people with BPD who feel that their experience of BPD and its symptoms is like lycanthropy or being a lycan
🦇 ——— COINED BY ME
[ PT / borderlycan / lycanbpd ; a flag for people with BPD who feel that their experience of BPD and its symptoms is like lycanthropy or being a lycan
coined by me / END PT ]
WOUNDED BPD / BPD WOUND
- : when your gender feels wounded and you have BPD / when you feel like your BPD has “wounded” your gender identity . . .
- : flag & term coined by me . . . give credit if reposted
✦﹕ BPD ghost , , ,
A flag for beings who suspect having bpd and are a ghost / have ghost qualities 。This includes being protective ，loyal ，and devotion to ones FP 。
Inclusive to anybeing who's questioning ，self diagnosed with bpd 。
✦﹕ coined by Killjoy
╰ requested by @thehauntedcemetery ,,
[PT: BPD ghost. A flag for beings with bpd and are a ghost / have ghost qualities. This includes being protective , loyal , and devotion to ones FP.
Inclusive to anybeing whos questioning , self diagnosed with bpd.
Coined by Killjoy , requested by @/thehauntedcemetery. End PT]
🕸 ～ BPDGHOSTIC
BPDGHOSTIC — a gender connecting to ghosts with bpd, having bpd and being a ghost, ghosts and bpd
(only for people with bpd, ids/pt under cut)
🕸 ～ COINED BY THE VAMPESSE
[PT: bpdghostic /end PT]
[PT: only for people with bpd, ids/pt under cut /end PT]
[image ID: 2 almost identical flags made of 7 horizontal stripes. from top to bottom are: black, dark dull pink grey, dull pink grey, white, light dull grey purple, dull grey purple, dark dull grey purple. the first flag has 3 grey ghosts in the middle, the first with an angry expression, the second a sad expression and the last a happy expression. /end ID]
[image ID 2: a light purple line that fades down. /end ID]
[image ID 3: a light purple line that fades up. /end ID]
✦﹕ low empathy BPD , , ,
A flag for beings who have low empathy / have difficulty with empathy && are questioning ，self diagnosed ，or suspect having bpd 。
✦﹕ coined by Killjoy
╰ self - indulgent ,,
[PT: Low empathy BPD. A flag for beings who have low empathy / have difficulty with empathy && are questioning , self diagnosed , or suspect having bpd
Coined by Killjoy , self indulgent. End PT]
🕸 ～ BPDZOMBIC
BPDZOMBIC — a gender connecting to zombies with bpd , being a zombie with bpd !!
( only for people with bpd , ids / pt under cut )
🕸 ～ COINED BY THE VAMPESSE
[pt: bpdzombic. end pt]
[image ID: two nearly identical flags made of 7 horizontal stripes. from top to bottom are black, dull dark pink, dull pink, white, dull very light purple blue, dull light purple blue, dull purple blue. the first flag has dark purple drawn stitches on it, the second does not. end ID]
[image ID 2: a very light purple line that fades down. end ID]
[image ID 3: a very light purple line that fades up. end ID]
[pt: (only for people with bpd, ids/pt under cut). end pt]
BLOODY ANGEL BPD ⠀⠀⸻⠀⠀ A flag for beings with BPD who feel connected to bloody angels. Exclusive to those with BPD.
⠀⠀Requested by @ Foulfem ❤️
BORDER COLLIE BPD⠀⠀⸻⠀⠀A flag for beings with BPD who feel connected to or like border collies. Exclusive to beings with BPD.
Requested by @ Smilepilled. "Transabled" fuck off 🤎.
borderline soul trait
a term under the "x soul trait" umbrella for when being borderline is your soul trait. the first is for humans, the second for monsters
s3xu@al assault really makes you feel like you’re only good for sex and sending nudes and that the only way to make things right with someone is letting them use your body huh hahahshhdbxnd
BPD Flags
for lgbts with borderline personality disorder ! in order: lesbian, gay, bi, trans, pan, nonbinary, asexual, aromantic, genderfluid
ABSOLUTELY NO YANCORE/YANDERE INTERACTION.
DO NOT INTERACT if you are bigoted, ace/aro/pan exclusionist, support mspec lesbians/gays, or support endogenic/non-traumagenic systems.
⋆｡˚꒰ঌ INTRO POST ໒꒱˚｡⋆
♡ hello! my name is aiko, i’m 20 years old, my pronouns are she/aid/cut, i have bpd and audhd, and i’m a lifestyle jirai! ☆ ₊˚⊹
⋆｡˚꒰ঌ BYI / DNI ໒꒱˚｡⋆
♡ BYI : i am an adult! please keep that in mind before you talk to me. i will NOT post nsfw but there will be heavy themes on this blog such as s/h, si, body dysmorphia, obsessive thoughts, abuse, bpd splitting, and more things of that nature! warnings will be tagged in posts :3
♡ DNI : bigots, proshippers, pedophiles, the usual. minors may follow but please do NOT dm me!
⋆｡˚꒰ঌ EXTRA ໒꒱˚｡⋆
♡ i encourage you to use my ask box to ask me questions and to send things in anonymously! i am here to give recovery tips if anyone has any questions about that as well. ^_^
♡ my discord is angelphoria if you want to add me and bmf!!
the way i am going crazy because you won’t PAY ATTENTION TO ME!! ^_^ !!!!!!
poem about splitting inspired by 50 first dates.
hey, welcome to our blog !
we are the kenopsia collective. we are a disabled, poc, traumagenic osdd-1b system of 26, and we’re just here to have some fun.
along with osdd, we have bpd and asd. these may affect the way we communicate, please be patient with us.
not many of us use tumblr, but we’ll all sign off with emojis if need be. here are some of us, our names and our roles, along with our signoff. some of us go by a different name online than our real name, due to privacy issues.
.・。.・゜✭・.・✫・゜・。.
keno : a persecutor who is also the “core,” of our system. any pronouns. 🦇
prince : gatekeeper and protector. he/him, but any are fine. 💣
k : gatekeeper pt 2 and protector. he/him. 🍊
bonez : persecutor trauma holder he/it/she 🛹
chai : host, trauma-holder. he/him, ☕️
sparky : apparently normal part. he/him. 🌊
mangle : protector and caregiver. she/it/they. 💄
roxy : aggressive protector. she/it. 🐺
kitty : trauma-holder, emotional and sexual protector. she/purr 🍓
.・。.・゜✭・.・✫・゜・。.
everyone listed will most likely be who you’ll bump into online.
another note; the body is a minor. please refrain from sexual comments towards us.
many of us are artists, and our art will be under the tag #kenopsiaart
our vents will be under #kenopsiavents🔪
that’s all we’d like to say, we really hope you enjoy your time here.
Being mentally ill means random people will assume shit about you because of your diagnosis
it was his birthday yesterday and i didn't reach out. maybe someday i'll be able to wish him a happy birthday without it compromising all my hard work but that day is not today
I feel so worthless without your gaze on me Stare, glare, bore your eyes straight through Leave nothing of me outside of view Attention to feed from, this insatiable desire to be seen Everyone's replaceably rested in disappointing scenes Wont you please give me pity dripped nice and slow I eat it up past full then shamelessly plead for more Consume me, devour my failed youth as your dinner Make sure to savour every short coming for desert Worry, resentment, anger, lust - dancing toe to toe As long as it keeps your sights set on me I thrive to keep my audience begging on bare knees Anything that holds their vision a little longer Without the only lenses that saw me kindly How could I ever see myself the same? Maybe it's why I search for affection in others despair Why I've chosen to dance, and bleed, and die Come, watch me violently wither by my own hands So long as it's witnessed, so long as it's real I don't care if you hate me, just say my name
Date Written: 28th of November, 2023
the stars were all aligned, and i found comfort in you instead of the self destruction i knew so well. it was like you had moved the stars into alignment, you were so heavenly to me. but as soon as you left, the stars began to fall from the skies. my constellations broke, and stars began to fade. i returned back to the self destruction. sharp blades found their home on my ghostly skin, drugs that people my age shouldn’t even be aware of were my closest friends, i found security in the arms of naked strangers. you were my safety, and now all i crave is danger so that maybe i could feel safe again.
:)
Friendly (or unfriendly if you're against this) reminder that this blog is supportive of ALL disorders. This blog does not think ANY disorder inherently makes someone a bad person, and is against any disorder being demonized. This blog wholeheartedly believes that a bad person having a disorder, yes, even if things that are also symptoms of their disorder are part of what caused harm, does not make the disorder a "bad" or "evil" disorder or excuse ableism and demonization directed towards the disorder.
Yes this includes personality disorders
Including npd and aspd
Yes this includes all psychotic disorders & disorders that cause psychotic symptoms
Yes this includes paraphilic disorders. All of them.
Yes this includes disorders that cause, or are even characterized by, attention seeking
Yes this includes disorders that directly have lying as a common symptom
Yes this includes dissociative disorders
Yes this includes any disorder with "gross" symptoms
Yes this includes physical disorders too
Yes this includes disorders that can cause loss of control of any kind- control of speech, control of body movement, etc.
Yes tis includes disorders that make someone "look scary"
This goes for literally any fucking disorder. There are not exceptions.
People with Cluster B Disorders. I am sorry about the world. People with Psychotic Disorders. I am sorry about the world. People with OCD. I am sorry about the world.
So many people say they're allies, sometimes even specifically to you, but oftentimes they're lying. They refuse to accommodate on even the most basic level and then treat you like a monster. It's fucked up. It's not your fault. You are not uniquely evil or fucked up. They're just Ableist, and you're just naturally struggling in a world that makes itself completely hostile to you.
me when it’s “not appropriate” to ask if my friend wants their problem personified to “disappear”
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