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Choas of thoughts
Sitting alone in the dark brooding night
The party in full swing yet she's left out
The nicotine in her system
Along with dreams and hopes
But she's never satisfied
Now she can't hear her thoughts
Because in her head chaos is rooted
Turning to leave or to leap into desperation
But she's fine because she knows
She knows the sting of thorns of love
She knows her drugs
She knows her love
All the pills she is high on
All the nights she'd spent crying
She knows her addiction
She knows her desperation
So she is going back
Back to where she started of.
Before death, I must live.
Rereading The Cruel Prince and the way Cardan was so much obsessed with Jude that he didn't know what to do so he just wrote her name several times on the paper like a mantra crackles me up each time.
And the fact Jude thought he did it because he hate her Like GIRLL, he's mad obsessed over you!
And when I told you I loved the city, you set it on fire. Now I'm afraid to hand you my heart.
You didn't even looked at me,
While I die to see you everyday.
I hate you, I hate you so much,
Yet I can't help but wait for you.
Your heart may belong to someone else,
But i wish for your soul to be mine.
You die to hear from her everyday,
While I rot in the wait for you to be mine.
If I were to tell you all that hurts, if I were to open all my scars again, Oh darling would you let me bleed in your hands?
I hear the whispers of your thoughts, even when you stutter I know what you feel.
Look at me and let me read your eyes. I'll let you haunt my dreams.
Go My Dragon
This melody ringing in my ears,
I would have hated you with my heart,
If I wasn't so entranced.
I would have chosen to go deaf,
I would have rather buried myself deep in Earth,
If you haven't stolen my heart from my hand.
Oh my dragon, when you fall from grace
Or when you ascend to heaven,
Will you erase my memories?
When the night calls your name,
And when the chains break to set you free,
With you, will you not take me?
Go my dragon, I'll let you leave,
With my heart intertwined with yours,
I'll wait until I'm nothing,
But bones buried deep in greens.