born to be vague and mysterious for attention, cursed to overshare and have zero boundaries. also for attention
drowned cat core
"I want to cut"
*parents took your sharp objects away*
“i wanna cut”
*forgets*
“i wanna cut”
*loses blade*
“i wanna cut”
*social event*
“i wanna cut”
*too lazy*
“i wanna cut”
*falls asleep*
James:"do you like my outfit?"
Regulus:"not as much as I like what's underneath it"
James:
James:
Regulus:"I need your chair. Get up"
* gets into a very bad depressive episode *
me: yk what. I FEEL LIKE IT'S TIME TO GO BACK TO TUMBLR
does anyone else think dazai wakes up in a cold sweat in the middle of the night to cringe about how he acted at 15
So basically, I'm js gonna start from the beginning. this Wednesday that js went I came home from school put the kettle on to make tea blah blah blah, but then I look round and fucking see MY SCISSORS AND PLASTER BOX. so then I'm panicking, feeling violently sick and i go up stairs, cry little, wash my face. my mum tells me to do my hw and just sits in front of me the whole time and then I go to put everything away and leave but she fucking tells me to stay and talks to me abt how my sister burst into tears the other day in class because I told her my intrusive thought abt cutting my neck (I'm an idiot ik) but I even told her it was an INTRUSIVE THOUGHT. so yeah. and then she was asking if I want to die, I lied obviously. then she started guilt tripping me, so basically my friend had cancer (she's not anymore) and my mum asked me if my friend knew, I said yes and she was like, "imagine how she feels, she's been fighting for her life, and you've been damaging yours!". I mean, fair enough, but GOD. yeah. I'm gonna kms, oh wait no I can't. they've taken everything from me and apparently have been looking in my "secret" place for *months* now.
hahahaha, I'm doing great 👍
pining...... so much pining.........
I love how both of the two most prominent ships for Harry can relate back to jegulus in some way.
For Hinny it’s a Potter falling in love with his best friends younger sister
And for Drarry it’s Potter falling in love with a slytherin whose extremely mean to him
idgaf if my parents are disappointed in me I'm not impressed by them either
the greatest love story ever told
what if you died for me and then returned as a vampire got possessed by another vampire then lost all your memories and then i die for YOU and repeat the dying words that you said to me to you and this causes you to remember who i am. and we are both boys. and have tried to kill each other. hashtag love wins
love how I post this and then instantly the next day relapse
[Pt: Self-Harm First Aid: Cuts & Scratches]
Disclaimer: I am not a medical professional, all of the information below is based on my research. It is always best to see a doctor if you are injured. I do not promote self-harm.
[pt: 1. Stop The Bleeding]
If the injury is spurting blood, apply pressure and call for an ambulance immediately. Follow the instructions of the emergency line operator.
Apply pressure to the injury or injuries with a clean cloth that will not get fluff in the wound (e.g. a bit of shirt). For shallow cuts or scratches apply even pressure for 5 minutes. For deeper cuts apply presser for 7-10 minutes.
If bleeding does not stop after 10 minutes of applying pressure you need medical attention immediately. Call for an ambulance if you cannot get yourself to A&E.
[Pt: 2. Assessing Damage]
Call for an ambulance if...
If the injury is spurting blood, you have hit an artery
You go into shock (link)
If you are unsure if you need immediate medical attention
If you do not think you can take care of your injuries alone and cannot get yourself to A&E
Seek immediate medical attention if...
If bleeding does not stop after 10 minutes of applying pressure
If you lose sensation or movement in any area, this is a sign of nerve or tendon damage
The injury is to a joint, palm, your face, or genitals
If the injury is internal
You can see muscle or bone. Muscle looks like meat
If you do not think you can take care of your injuries alone
If you are unsure how serious an injury call your local A&E's nurse line (if in the UK call 111 or use 111 online (link)).
If you seek medical attention follow their instructions.
[Pt: 3 Cleaning And Bandaging The Injuries]
Make sure your hands are cleans. Rinse the injuries with warm water to remove any debris. Dry the area well with a clean cloth that will not get fluff in the wound. You do not need to use an antiseptic lotion or cream.
If a wound needs stitches, seek immediate medical attention. If you cannot/will not seek medical attention use steri-strips (link) or butterfly bandages (link) to close the injury. These can also be used for more minor injuries where the edges of cut do not meet.
Otherwise use a plaster (band-aid) or a bandage (depending on the size and spacing of your injury/injuries) to cover the injury.
[Pt: Wound Care, Part 1: Normally Healing Injury]
If the plaster/bandage/etc. you used comes with instructions, follow them. Otherwise, change dressings daily or when they become dirty or wet. Steri-strips and butterfly bandages can be left on till they fall off or the wound has heald. Check for signs of infection (link) when you change dressings (more info on infections below). Never reuse dressings
There is no need to clean an injury again when changing dressings unless it becomes dirty. There is no need to apply antiseptic lotion or cream to an injury unless there are signs of infection (link) (more info on infections below).
[Pt: 5. Wound Care, Part 2: Infected Injury]
Seek medical attention immediately if you show symptoms of a serious infection, such as...
Confusion or disorientation
Feeling faint or dizzy
Irregular heartbeat and/or breathing
Cold, clammy, pale skin
Fever (body temperature of 38c (100.4 f) or higher)
Fainting
Severe muscle pain
Painful muscle spasms
And more (link)
If you do not feel safe to or cannot get to an A&E by yourself and have no one to take you, call for an ambulance. A serious infection can be deadly, DO NOT attempt to care for at home.
Symptoms of mild infection; spreading redness, heat, or swelling near the injury, increased or new pain, increased fluid leaking from wound. Some redness, pain, and fluid leakage can be normal.
If you are unsure how serious an infection is see a doctor or call your local A&E's nurse line (if in the UK call 111 or use 111 online (link)).
To treat a mild infection...
Clean the wound with warm water and unscented soap
Soak in warm water or apply a warm wet cloth for ten minutes
Apply antibiotic ointment to the infected wound(s)
Re-dress the wound. Do not reuse dressings.
Repeat this 3 times a day daily until infection subsides. If the infection worsens or does not go away seek medical attention.
If you are unsure how serious your infection is see a doctor or call your local A&E's nurse line (if in the UK call 111 or use 111 online (link)).
If you do not feel that you can tend to your injury alone seek medical attention.
Everything is going to shit
parents when you show signs of mental disorder (they're the reason you have one)
bsd "deleted scene" (right after the lovecraft fight)
fool (affectionate, dying)
Happy birthday Moony! 🌙 (Sorry I’m a bit late)
Happy birthday Moony! 🌙 (Sorry I’m a bit late)
Y’know… a vampire Regulus fanfic would be so good and maybe a little chaotic…
Like he’s literally autistic (my hc, calm down), he wouldn’t be able to stand the stickiness of blood or his ability to hear basically everything. And he falls in love with the fucking sun.
(If you ship that anyway)
my scars r healing no. I need more. I NEED MORE I NEED MORE IF PEOPLE CANT SEE THEM THEN IM NOT VALID AGHHHH I NEED TO CVT
wanna exist but not in a body
hope ur doing all right <33 🫂
who out here stroking it! and by 'it' i mean the knife on my wrist.
Underwater feeling