I love talking to “@na” in my head like we’re besties. she’s cool . like today our convo was about how she’s just here as a cosmetic thing and compared herself to makeup. It makes a lot of sense, makeup is inherently unhealthy but we all wear it for fun to feel pretty and accepted. Everyone just kind of sweeps under the rug how bad it actually is lol. Maybe in the future it will be looked down upon as much as @na is, but just some f00d for thought???
I feel so gross, I need to cleanse myself somehow.
coffee…light of my life, fire of my loins ♡
I’ve actually been so inactive
Day two has passed!🥳 2/5 fast
I think I’m officially back on that grind 350 cals for all of today
No way, I'm actually so mf done. Okay, so yesterday, I was hanging out with my friends, and they know that I’m insecure about my weight and stuff. Not about this and my ED or whatever, but they know to some extent. So I'm sitting there, and I pinch my friend as a joke, it’s a thing we do to each other every time we see a yellow car. I pinch her, and I was standing beside someone else. She yells at me, and I ask her how she knew it was me. She told me I have fat fingers. wtf? Yeah, then she proceeds to tell me that the girl next to me has skinny, small hands. I wanted to cry more than I ever have, I think. I think what kills me over everything else is that she knows I'm insecure. I've opened up to her. I honestly feel so sick.
Me! (Again)
I’m back!
New acc
I post whatever I’m thinking
I’m pretty cool
I have never been to good at intro posts?
I don’t have hobbies, that’s why I’m here
Yeah!
(Not my photo)
It’s called MyNetDiary!❤️
Think I did pretty okay for a work day. No snacks, no soda. I’m trying to keep it all under 1000 a day.