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doing all my homework in a few hour period that I was supposed to be working on over the past 3 weeks then letting myself engage in my hyperfixation as a little treat

inspired by this post i have put the whole jurgen leitner rant into barbie font

this took me so long cus the website i used had a daily download limit aa sdjlsdkjsdjds

I said I might disappear in this and it actually happened lmao. Don't use social media you're not allowed to have in your living room kids. Anyways I'm back

@birbwithapen @ruddigerspawss @irii-nii @mocha-505 @micaahthestaar @chuuburar1n I HAVE RETURNED FUCKERS. /silly (I may have gotten Charly's @/ wrong sorry if a random person is pinged)

BEE'S INTRO POST ! - ☆

Bee and Seren are my online names! Please only call me my irl name if you're an irl friend and don't call me it publicly ^_^

They/Them/Any, Gender Apathetic, Aroacespec (Nebularomantic & Aceflux), Omnisexual (Fem Pref) ! Love my husband @birbwithapen >< (sorry for the ping ml,,)

Got a lot of issues :( PDA Autistic, ADHD-C, Depression & Anxiety, Quiet BPD, Dyspraxia, POTS, CFS/ME, C-PTSD, APD, BED, PMDD, and IBS (I'm trying my best 2 recover!!)

Hellenist, I work closest with Hestia but I worship them all. Also an eclectic baby witch :p

Other labels, hmm... I'm a multishipper, himejoshi (not a weird one I swear I just enjoy wlw ;-;), fashion jirai (i dont hate on lifestyle jirais tho, that's gross, let em live), and polytherian :D

I'm a digital & traditional artist, writer, utaite, theatre kid, kandi kid, and theorist !! :3

Fandoms: ALNST, SBG, Mouthwashing, FNAF, PJSK, STP, Pantheon, PJO/HOO, DW, RTC, Vocaloid, Omori, TPTM, TMA, etc

Special Interests: Humans, medical things, birds, musical theatre, computers, fnaf, alnst, plushies, the victorian era, and horror :>

Other Interests: Jirai Kei Fashion, Classic Literature, Webcomics, JFashion, Indie Animation, 90s rock/grunge

If u hate on people that aren't harming anything and just living their life, kindly fuck off from my blog pls ^_^ (tho my husband says there isn't many people like that on tumblr, I hope he's right-)

There's a small chance I might randomly disappear from tumblr bc im a minor who's parents don't know I have tumblr and if they find my blog I'm cooked ;-;

it sucks how neurodiversity terms have become misused by neurotypicals, and then when i show my struggle with that actual thing, I get treated like I'm dramatic. I'm tired man :/ like no janis, you're not going non-verbal just because you stopped talking willingly. if you are non-verbal you cannot speak at all verbally. (I'm not non verbal tho so could be wrong) if you mean situational mutism, that feels like someone taped my fucking mouth shut, and I would not be able to talk then to save my life. I'm tired of seeing the terms non-verbal, overstimulated, hyperfixation, and the like misused. ughhhh

fym people don't have OCs. Fym they don't daydream about complex stories in their head. Fym they don't doodle little guys they created in their notes for school. Fym they just? Don't write? Like I've been writing since I was four years old and it's just so weird to me how people just... don't. All my friends, all my family, and my s/o are all writers so it just throws me off.

also how do you need to use ai to create a story. daydream to music until it comes together like the rest of us you coward

hey so 21-92% of autistic people who menstruate also have pmdd, and I think more people need to know of that (coming from an autistic transguy who also has pmdd, and had no idea of this until their then undiagnosed pmdd drove them to a breaking point)

Why i genuinely think Till is Alive, because I'm tired of people thinking I'm joking

I have been working on this since November, help-

From a narrative standpoint, killing off Till would not be the right decision for writing. Each character dies and has a person to grieve them and experience growth based around their loss. Sua was grieved by Mizi, Hyuna will be grieved by Luka, and for Ivan, his person was Till. But if Till was dead only a few hours later, how could he recieve that character growth? I think if Till was dead, that wouldn't be good writing, and I'd be quite annoyed if he is dead.

This is slightly an add on to previous point, but the standees pretty clearly confirm it to me. Sua, Ivan, and Hyuna are all gray scaled and have angel wings. The others are in color and grieving their losses. If till was dead, wouldn't he also be an angel? It reinforces my long standing belief of him living.

There was no after-death comic like with Sua, Ivan, or Hyuna. It does not feel like he is supposed to be dead.

The things used to monitor heart rate in their ears, you can catch Mizi taking it out if you watch closely enough. Hence, sort of a way to fool the aliens into thinking they're dead, if that makes sense?

Also, at the end of round 7, his portrait flickered out and glitched. Others portraits went immediately out. Maybe it's because, I don't know, a heartbeat was still detected until she took out the monitor?

He didn't bleed out like the others did, you don't see a pool of blood, leaving me to believe the neck wound isn't that deep and can be treated. As long as it didn't pentrate the platsyma muscle he has good odds. (You guys do not wanna know how much I've researched neck wounds for this.)

His leg is still upright, which if he's dead, wouldn't really work? I mean there has to be blood flowing still for his leg to be up. He very well could just be unconscious, a multitude of factors would make fainting likely.

At the end of Wiege, Mizi's arms are over his face when they weren't before. Leading me to think, what if he opened his eyes and she's trying to hide it from the aliens? ALSO, my friend pointed out, if you turn up your volume at the end of wiege, YOU CAN LITERALLY HEAR A HEARTBEAT.

Art symbolism. In one piece of official art, he looks away from the camera while the others look at it. Maybe I'm delusional but it helps me believe he's alive even more. Also, in the art they posted after round 7, there's a red thing coming from his neck that looks like something used in a blood transfusion. Also the all-in cover art has a red bandage where he was shot.

Looking through my notes, I do have more evidence but it's sorta iffy. So these are my main points.

I really hope yall appreciate my theory and get what I mean because I started this theory November 19th. It's March 17th. Crazy.

me and them ! btw ! if you even care !

(If they see this post I might die BUT WHATEVER I LOVE MY S/O-)

does anyone else get Sophie and Agatha energy from Elphaba and Glinda? My entire class was thinking that Sophie and Agatha had Elphaba and Glinda energy when we read the school of good and evil for ELA about a year ago and I'm curious if the people of tumblr agree with us

why can I tolerate being chronically ill and feeling sick every day of my life and then I get the flu and suddenly I feel like a sickly victorian child with the plague