When will this misery end?
How do i die in my sleep?
Yk it’s getting really bad when you want to get worse than before.
I thought that everything was going great and i was getting better, then everything started to go downhill again.
fighting the urge to skip my classes and relapse in the bathroom
I have a distinct memory of laying in my bed as a kid and wishing with all my heart that I would get hurt. That I would get into a bad car crash or I'd disappear. So my parents would cry and realize they didn't cherish me enough.
I find it sad that younger me thought she had to get hurt to feel loved.
I should've stayed quiet.
I can never trust anyone.
Hating yourself is so draining.
"You loved so deeply that even in moments of doubt, pain, uncertainty, all you thought about were others, not as much as giving yourself a second glance."
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