I Am Such A Terrible And Disgusting Being!! I Deserve To Have Terrible Things Happen To Me!! ☆*:.｡.

i hate it when mental illness doesn't just make me a silly person who cuts and is chill about it or whatever but also an actual deppressed loser who stays home alone all day and cries >:(

i hate having a dream about the actual perfect man to exist ever, and where i get all taken care of and loved because waking up is even more unbearable :(((

Jirai tiktok when a minor can't afford the expensive blouses that adults can >:((

(seriously wtf is wrong with Jirai tiktok, they revolve it all around the fashion and whenever they see someone who actually has a more explosive disorder they get angry that there not doing it correctly...like...that's the whole point...Jirai means Landmine, and Landmine's explode...)

Ahfiwnar idk if I'm gna get hate for this but I don't trust women and find them terrifying :P

inside of me there are two wolves…

"I never even liked you"

I noticed to liked my post about hypersexuality and I noticed you like cinnamoroll, so I thought I'd digitally give you a cinnamoroll plush.

You may save them as the background on your phone, computer or laptop, witch ever you have Tumblr on so that when ever you open that device you see them and (hopefully) smile.

this kinda made me tear up. Tysm. I js cms because I was having the most disgusting thoughts about myself and others, and I didn't know how to stop it. idk if It's an episode or not, but his really js fucking made my night ♡♡♡♡♡ I can't thank you enough ♡♡♡

PLAYING IRL FNAF RN !!! 🔥🔥🔥

(cvtting myself when everyone's still awake)

I actually have no clue why i decided to do these all right now, i js suddenly really fucking needed to, and then i wasnt even thinking about how i did it and now my thigh is rlly itchy and stings 😭

I ALSO GOT SOME BL00D ON MY PANTS (kk I changed them :P)

TW FOR REALISTIC MAKEUP AND SFX: BL00D ABD CVTS

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The blad3s actually might be ok :P I did it harder soo uhm yeah :3

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Yum yum bl00d 🤤😋

Also to clean up I've been using the same tissue for like 2 months

This thing is actually nasty as hell😭😭 (I'm not sure why part of its blurring :[)

AND THIS CVT WOULDNT STOP BL33DDDINNGGG, LIKE I WAS TRYNNA RUSH BUT IT DIDNT WANNA STOP💔

Not to obvious but still :( reminder to never cut in ur favourite pair of pants💔

I HATE BITCHES WHO HAVE SHIT ART, SHIT PERSONALITY, SHITTY TAKES, AND AN EVEN SHITTIER/BETTER LIFE THAN ME AND ARE HAVING IT ALL. THEY HAVE SUPPORT, INTERACTIONS, FANS AND EVERYTHIJG I WANTTTTT

WAHHHH, I HAVE WCHOOL IN TWO DAYS IM GNA KMSSSS