I Want A Boyfriend :(

nope i am actively escaping the box and you cannot stop me, i shant be kept in a box, i must be free!!

-🩷❤️‍🩹

(:3)

I WILL INDEED BE STOPING YOU >:3

*tapes the box shut, and puts my fat ass cat on it so you can't open it >:D*

i hate having a dream about the actual perfect man to exist ever, and where i get all taken care of and loved because waking up is even more unbearable :(((

"No M, you can't carve the name of all your mutuals and friends onto your body !"

God forbid a boy has hobbies 🙄

well fine then

*cuts a suspiciously me-shaped hole on the side of the box*

two can play this game

-🩷❤️‍🩹

NOOOOOO 💔💔💔

there's now a suspiciously 🩷❤️‍🩹 shaped hole in the side of my box 💔

IM ALSO 5 DAYS CLEAN NOW !!!!! It's so hard, i might relapse tonight, but still 5 days is a lot :]

sorry kittens daddy is about to kill himself

i just be saying shit that makes no sense 😭😭

Having no friends isn't cute or mysterious, it fucking sucks. Imagine not texting anyone, not going to school, maybe even going to the store. You have no one except your close family. And they hate you too.

idk what happened to my day, but I feel really bad now. I guess that's what I wanted

I js feel very small. Like I want to be. I really want someone to care for me, and like me, and not make me feel bad. I'm very scared right now, I don't have anyone to help me, and its really scary. I know I kinda joke about suicide but I don't tell anyone about how bad it gets. I don't like getting violent thoughts to hurt myself, I just want to be held and taken care of, and understood that I can't be ok

Whatever, mb, my throat really hurts

"I hate physical touch"

I say as I cry because I want to be hugged