Idk What Happened To My Day, But I Feel Really Bad Now. I Guess That's What I Wanted

DO U HAVE AN AUTOCLICIER IR SOKETHIJG GAWDDAMNN

nope ^^

I think i liked all of them

(and yes i am VERY proud of myself 😼😼😼)

I need someone to stay with me so bad omfg😭

The amount of times I've tried to tell people to not talk to me if they can't handle me bc I know I'm not a great person, but people are always like

'No I don't mind, I can handle it ^^'

LIKE OBVIOUSLY YOU COULDNT BECAUSE YOU LET ME GET ATTACHED THEN LEFT

AGAHAUAHAHAHA IF I GET ONE MORE FP OR FRIENDS AND THEY LEAVE, YALL WILL NEBER SEE ME AGAIN 💀

GUYS NVMD, IM FINE AGAIN !!! YIPPIEEE !!!!

(dawg i hate mood swings)

ANYWAY, GUESS WHAT ?!?!? GUESS WHAT I DID ?!?!?

I WROTE THE SKK FIC !!! ARENT YOU GUYS PROUD !!! (i also wrote and posted another chap for the KuniOda fic :D i love feeling motivated)

Heres the link ^^

https://archiveofourown.org/works/64954138/chapters/166975300

:3

Ahfiwnar idk if I'm gna get hate for this but I don't trust women and find them terrifying :P

Ajdhaihdw sometimes I wanna be completely honest with my therapist because I really want help, but at the same time I don't want him to tell anyone else but I know he'll have to :((

gng i literally couldn't get out of bed without crying this morning, but then I happy now 🤤🤤🤤🤤

(the delusions and Maretu are keeping me alive rnnnnn🤤🤤🤤🤤🔥🔥🔥💪💪💪💪)

If someone says

"Don't cut for me ?😢😢💔💔😔"

One more time I'm gonna cut myself deeper :p

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Idk if it's just me but the thought of having someone cutting me for me sounds so gross.

Like for starters, what if they get there greasy finger oils on it and my blade rusts😒

And what do I do, just...sit there and watch them do it ? Or do I strike up conversation ?!?!? 🧍‍♂️

I js like doing it alone, cause I know exactly how I want it, and I get to be proud of myself for going deeper and getting more blood >:3

"I hate physical touch"

I say as I cry because I want to be hugged

Me when my blades are dull so to keep myself sane I have to look at shblr until I can get some new ones 😔💔