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I don’t think people realize how overthinking slowly kills you, they don’t know how it can turn your mind into thoughts you wish weren’t yours

Some things break you so fucking bad that you spend the rest of your life wishing you hadn’t survived it. Because death would be better than the pain you have to live with everyday

I’m trapped. I desperately don’t want to live, I desperately need to die. But I can’t do that to my loved ones. So I live everyday and I suffer. And I suffer, suffer so so much.

I don’t wanna live because it’s not worth living with all this pain and completely unloved

On most days it just hits me why am I even trying to put any effort at doing anything when all it leads to failure in a life I don’t even fucking want.

Fuck. Everything hurts and, oh god I wish I was dead.

“If I’m isolating myself, shutting everything and everyone out, it’s a sign it’s getting bad again.”

— (via devouring—despair)

In the end

They will all stop talking to you.

They will all start ignoring you.

They will all stop caring about you.

Be prepared.

"People think depression is sadness. People think depression is crying. People think depression is dressing in black.  But people are wrong. Depression is the constant feeling of being numb. Being numb to emotions, being numb to life. You wake up in the morning just to go to bed again."

Fun Fact: I can’t do this anymore

I'm strongly starting to believe that life isn't meant for me.

I feel like I am not enough and too much at the same time

do you ever feel like such a burden that you just wanna apologize for existing

my entire life is just about trying to survive my mind but then again there are moments where i ask myself why i’m even trying so hard. there is no light at the end of the tunnel, there is nothing worth staying for. why am i still doing this then? why am i still trying

*goes to sleep so I don’t kill myself*

“I wanted to.. I wanted to tell you how much I’m hurting, how badly I just want it all to stop.. but all I could get out was “I’m fine” and force a smile. But I wanted you to see that I’m not really fine, I wanted you to take me into your arms and tell me it’ll all be okay while you rub my back, even if I don’t believe it.. I just want you to notice..”

— (J.A.L 5/5/17 10:45 pm)

I don't wanna do this anymore

Just please...

Let me die

Let me end all this pain

Live, not just survive

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“it scares me to think about how i’m only alive because i don’t want to hurt the people i love”

— that’s the only reason (via depresseddisneyprincess)