I Highly Recommend A Clingy, Lovey-dovey Partner. Life’s Too Short To Be With Someone Who Acts Like

i hate feeling invisible when I'm surrounded by people

it's like i'm not even there, everything I say is ignored

no one notices when i'm trying to talk to them

i wish i actually was invisible at this point

you when you get those question on like mental health positivity things where it's like, "make a list of people you trust" or "list all the things you like about yourself"

wtf do you actually write

people I trust: my mum? sometimes? maybe?

things i like about myself: my eyes, my...uh teeth???

like that just makes me seem more pathetic than i already am

maybe life is so hard because I wasn't supposed to be here at this age and god just tries to finally get rid of me

one of the main things I've noticed is how tired I always am

like last year I could stay up until 3am having fun, doing work and just relaxing

and now I'm desperate to get to sleep

because i prefer being asleep and i'm so fucking tired I can't imagine wanting to stay up to do anything

every day repeats and nothing gets better

I never feel happier

I'm trapped in an endless cycle of feeling nothing and achieving nothing in my life

i hate being recorded or having photos taken so having a 5 minute long video of me trying to dance to legally blonde out there for everyone to see is making me want to kms

bitch this is all you’re gonna get. this life, this face, this body. you better not ‘maybe in another universe’ your way out of everything. sit your ass down and face this. go make tea and have a picnic and read a goddamn book. kiss your loved ones, send that damn text, and hug your siblings. this is all you’re gonna get.

The Death of Orpheus (Henri-Léopold Lévy, c. 1870)

anyone else's mum called sour sweets "spicy" or is mine just extra special?