one of the main things I've noticed is how tired I always am
like last year I could stay up until 3am having fun, doing work and just relaxing
and now I'm desperate to get to sleep
because i prefer being asleep and i'm so fucking tired I can't imagine wanting to stay up to do anything
2000's Bill core
cough cough my ex bestfriend who acts like she's never met me before
i hope you feel like shit without me <3
If you are a vampire NEVER feed from someone named Richard. 400 fucking years and everyone still calls me Dick Sucker
honestly don't know what to do anymore
feels like every time I talk i just upset my friends or add little to the friendship
but if I don't talk i'll eventually drift away and lose them
sooo wtf do I do?
maybe life is so hard because I wasn't supposed to be here at this age and god just tries to finally get rid of me
anyone else's mum called sour sweets "spicy" or is mine just extra special?
DNA Wanted - any girl part Got - Danny
Cinderella panto wanted - fairy godmother got - evil step mother
Across the line (show created by my academy) Wanted - Kai (main part) Got - I was the only one without a named/speaking part T_T
Trouble's a brewin (made up show) wanted - anything Got - nothing lol
Legally blonde wanted - Margo Got - idk yet
I am one of the only student that have been there for years only recently they realised I could sing like bro wtf
i love having so many random hobbies as no one really expects like:
Yeah I do musical theatre
yeah I'm training to be a lifeguard
yeah I'm an art scholar
yeah I'm a writer
yeah i used to do horse riding, violin, piano, singing, ballet, rugby ect
i've discovered i have a new hidden talent ✨
I can sing and cry at the same time! super cool right?
how do i know this?
well every fucking time i have choir on a bad day i break down mid song and just silently cry my eyes out whilst singing "Video killed the radio star"