i've discovered i have a new hidden talent ✨
I can sing and cry at the same time! super cool right?
how do i know this?
well every fucking time i have choir on a bad day i break down mid song and just silently cry my eyes out whilst singing "Video killed the radio star"
i hate being recorded or having photos taken so having a 5 minute long video of me trying to dance to legally blonde out there for everyone to see is making me want to kms
2000's Bill core
cough cough my ex bestfriend who acts like she's never met me before
i hope you feel like shit without me <3
maybe life is so hard because I wasn't supposed to be here at this age and god just tries to finally get rid of me
I am grieving the living more than I am grieving the dead
I cry over people who don't even think about me anymore
And it hurts knowing they will never want me back
I want some platonic love yk?
I don't need a bf or gf I just want a close friend who gets me
someone who is close and touchy but we both know there's nothing more to it
I want to love someone without worrying that they think I LOVE them like I don't want to date anyone I just want someone to share this life with
Not now kitten daddy's googling his symptoms