Anyone Else's Mum Called Sour Sweets "spicy" Or Is Mine Just Extra Special?

I want some platonic love yk?

I don't need a bf or gf I just want a close friend who gets me

someone who is close and touchy but we both know there's nothing more to it

I want to love someone without worrying that they think I LOVE them like I don't want to date anyone I just want someone to share this life with

arguments with my Christian bf:

Him: you're going to hell for not believing in God

Me: Well I don't believe in hell so I don't believe I'm going there

Him: what are you going to do once you're dead and you meet God then?

Me: well I don't believe in him so I won't meet him

Him: but when you do he'll send you to hell

(this is the same bf who says he respects everyone else's opinions and respects my views O_O)

First time ever I've got a main part!!

I got Pilar who, if you don't know, is one of Elle's best friends in Legally blonde

I get to sing and have my own little very girly moment on stage

(I wanted Margot but another girl got her and she's really good so I'm very proud lol)

"you've been really quiet recently, what happened? Why don't you talk as much anymore"

maybe because everytime i get excited and start talking to you, you say I'm being too loud, shut up omg, to calm down and "wow you're really talkative aren't you?"

like what do you want from me at this point???

2000's Bill core

school kills artist is a phrase I've seen a lot but never really related to

UNTIL

my stupid fucking gcse art makes me want to carve my eyes out and burn my hands off bro it's so bad

i love art, i love painting, i love creating

I DON'T love having deadlines, expectations and a stupid annoying ass teacher providing no help at all but telling me I need 5 more pieces or I'll fail

I wish I was religious

I love the idea of truly believing in something or someone higher than me, having someone to dedicate part of my life to and look to for guidance.

Unfortunately at like age 5 i woke up one day and decided I don't believe in anything except science

but religion can be such a beautiful thing and I wish i could push myself to actually believe in anything

I hope you like weird girl energy because that's all I got