I hope you like weird girl energy because that's all I got
I highly recommend a clingy, lovey-dovey partner. Life’s too short to be with someone who acts like showing love is a chore
how can you look at me and pretend I'm someone you've never met?
panicked in my religious studies exam and used the hymn "I will go lord" as a source of authority
thanks to my amazing Christian school,
I can't remember quotes but I know the entirety of Jerusalem, the lord's pray and most Christian hymns
honestly don't know what to do anymore
feels like every time I talk i just upset my friends or add little to the friendship
but if I don't talk i'll eventually drift away and lose them
sooo wtf do I do?
one of the main things I've noticed is how tired I always am
like last year I could stay up until 3am having fun, doing work and just relaxing
and now I'm desperate to get to sleep
because i prefer being asleep and i'm so fucking tired I can't imagine wanting to stay up to do anything
"you've been really quiet recently, what happened? Why don't you talk as much anymore"
maybe because everytime i get excited and start talking to you, you say I'm being too loud, shut up omg, to calm down and "wow you're really talkative aren't you?"
like what do you want from me at this point???
school kills artist is a phrase I've seen a lot but never really related to
UNTIL
my stupid fucking gcse art makes me want to carve my eyes out and burn my hands off bro it's so bad
i love art, i love painting, i love creating
I DON'T love having deadlines, expectations and a stupid annoying ass teacher providing no help at all but telling me I need 5 more pieces or I'll fail