Every Day Repeats And Nothing Gets Better

Am I trans?? Bro help

I don't like being a girl, i don't hate it but i'd rather be perceived as nothing yk?

A lot of people don't really see me as a girl and I like that

I'd rather have been born a boy but I don't want to change now I guess

I hate my chest and I don't really want it

My mum is okay with me being trans but she doesn't really get it

so i wrote the start of a piece fiction inspired by Frankenstein

it's a mlm, slightly horror, love story between an amoral scientist and his best friend who tragically dies at the start of the book

i'm obsessed with this story as it's the first bit of writing that made my teacher recognise my love for writing

it's called white fang as the prompt for the story was to use a pre-existing title so white fang by jack london

Not now kitten daddy's googling his symptoms

I am grieving the living more than I am grieving the dead

I cry over people who don't even think about me anymore

And it hurts knowing they will never want me back

“Everyday is the same and everyday I’m starting to hate everything more.”

— (via to-be-far-away)

I wish boobs were detachable. Because sometimes I want to look like a genderless being, other times the outfit needs boobs.

I wish I was religious

I love the idea of truly believing in something or someone higher than me, having someone to dedicate part of my life to and look to for guidance.

Unfortunately at like age 5 i woke up one day and decided I don't believe in anything except science

but religion can be such a beautiful thing and I wish i could push myself to actually believe in anything

"you've been really quiet recently, what happened? Why don't you talk as much anymore"

maybe because everytime i get excited and start talking to you, you say I'm being too loud, shut up omg, to calm down and "wow you're really talkative aren't you?"

like what do you want from me at this point???

“your trauma doesn’t define you” no actually it does. it dictates every aspect of my shitty life.