i hate feeling invisible when I'm surrounded by people
it's like i'm not even there, everything I say is ignored
no one notices when i'm trying to talk to them
i wish i actually was invisible at this point
laying in bed at night knowing she doesn't miss me as much as i miss her
she doesn't cry every night, begging for it to end
she doesn't lash out at everyone around her because she's so upset and angry with the world
she isn't in therapy because we're not friends anymore
She doesn't want me back and she never will
Everyday I feel like I'm counting down
9 hours until the day ends
6 days until the week ends
256 days until the end of the year
what's the point in living if I'm just waiting for the end?
i hate being recorded or having photos taken so having a 5 minute long video of me trying to dance to legally blonde out there for everyone to see is making me want to kms
i've discovered i have a new hidden talent ✨
I can sing and cry at the same time! super cool right?
how do i know this?
well every fucking time i have choir on a bad day i break down mid song and just silently cry my eyes out whilst singing "Video killed the radio star"
Not now kitten daddy's googling his symptoms
Saw this on a non-disordered blog and thought it was cute
Idk if anyone wants to do it but yeah
I want some platonic love yk?
I don't need a bf or gf I just want a close friend who gets me
someone who is close and touchy but we both know there's nothing more to it
I want to love someone without worrying that they think I LOVE them like I don't want to date anyone I just want someone to share this life with
school kills artist is a phrase I've seen a lot but never really related to
UNTIL
my stupid fucking gcse art makes me want to carve my eyes out and burn my hands off bro it's so bad
i love art, i love painting, i love creating
I DON'T love having deadlines, expectations and a stupid annoying ass teacher providing no help at all but telling me I need 5 more pieces or I'll fail