White-fanged - White Fanged

Everyone keeps telling me I'm better off without them and they don't deserve me

but that's not how it feels, this feels like a punishment for me and I don't deserve them because I've never been worse without them

If we are made in God's image then he must be the devil

As we are a violent, cruel and sorry excuse of flesh and bones that destroys everything bright and beautiful given to us

Sometimes, I miss people that used to be in my life and feel the urge to reach out and tell them "hey I know we don't talk anymore but I still fold my sweater the way you taught me to". Not in a "I want you back in my life" way but more of a "my life has more colors now because of all the days we spent laughing together and I'm thankful for that".

“Everyday is the same and everyday I’m starting to hate everything more.”

— (via to-be-far-away)

I hope you like weird girl energy because that's all I got

roles I wanted vs what i actually got:

DNA Wanted - any girl part Got - Danny

Cinderella panto wanted - fairy godmother got - evil step mother

Across the line (show created by my academy) Wanted - Kai (main part) Got - I was the only one without a named/speaking part T_T

Trouble's a brewin (made up show) wanted - anything Got - nothing lol

Legally blonde wanted - Margo Got - idk yet

I am one of the only student that have been there for years only recently they realised I could sing like bro wtf

I am grieving the living more than I am grieving the dead

I cry over people who don't even think about me anymore

And it hurts knowing they will never want me back

“your trauma doesn’t define you” no actually it does. it dictates every aspect of my shitty life.

Distancing yourself from your friends so it will hurt less when they inevitably leave you <<<<