Everyone keeps telling me I'm better off without them and they don't deserve me
but that's not how it feels, this feels like a punishment for me and I don't deserve them because I've never been worse without them
DNA Wanted - any girl part Got - Danny
Cinderella panto wanted - fairy godmother got - evil step mother
Across the line (show created by my academy) Wanted - Kai (main part) Got - I was the only one without a named/speaking part T_T
Trouble's a brewin (made up show) wanted - anything Got - nothing lol
Legally blonde wanted - Margo Got - idk yet
I am one of the only student that have been there for years only recently they realised I could sing like bro wtf
Not now kitten daddy's googling his symptoms
panicked in my religious studies exam and used the hymn "I will go lord" as a source of authority
thanks to my amazing Christian school,
I can't remember quotes but I know the entirety of Jerusalem, the lord's pray and most Christian hymns
i hate being recorded or having photos taken so having a 5 minute long video of me trying to dance to legally blonde out there for everyone to see is making me want to kms
Everyday I feel like I'm counting down
9 hours until the day ends
6 days until the week ends
256 days until the end of the year
what's the point in living if I'm just waiting for the end?
"you've been really quiet recently, what happened? Why don't you talk as much anymore"
maybe because everytime i get excited and start talking to you, you say I'm being too loud, shut up omg, to calm down and "wow you're really talkative aren't you?"
like what do you want from me at this point???