Piggy Eats, Piggy Walks.

Just came back from a weekend at my parents’ house. Do you know what this means?

Time to challenge myself with a 4 days fast!

I’m still not seeing or feeling differences, but people around me do and apparently their favorite thing to do now while hugging me is caressing my ribs.

6 kg down, let’s go!

Went to see a dietitian today and I’ve been too honest apparently because she refused to give me a diet with grams.

Fml

I’m making November my month.

It started on Friday but who cares? Why waiting for Mondays to start doing what you truly care about?

Imagine going <500 kc4l since the beginning of August without a single binge, and when you binge for the first time your mom goes “I should have had you do push-ups instead of sleeping, omg”

Thanks mom

I hate being delusional, like wdym instead of losing weight I gained???

I just discovered that 小红书 has huge amounts of th1nsp0!

If you still haven’t, try and see for yourself 🩷

Went to Zara thinking I lost quite a bit of weight and that I went down a size, but then I bought clothes sizing L.

What a crazy person I am huh.

Don’t you feel disgusted by your body? By your lack of control?

Don’t you feel disgusting in general?

Look at the skinny girls and boys walking around, basically disappearing in their clothes during winter and being fresh and clean during summer. Then look at you, feeling constricted by your own clothes and being all sweaty.

Now put the food down.

Or don’t.

Your choice.

I need to lose 6 points on the IBM chart, or I won’t be responsible for anything I do anymore.

Just did my nails, now i can’t b/p. Life is going great.