Ftm - Blog Posts

My binder keeping my chest visible so my family doesn't comment on it: :]

My binder keeping my chest visible: :[

I think all men and trans men should take a class about toxic masculinity and how to prevent doing/being it because even if you make fun of it and tell yourself your not gunna be toxically masculine, You Just Might Catch Yourself Doing It. (From personal experience. Unlearning is hard)

“what if kids identify with something and it ends up just being a phase-?” good. stop teaching and expecting kids (and adults honestly) to formulate permanent traits and ideas of themselves. everything in life is a phase. that doesn’t make it any less legitimate while you experience it. let people explore themselves and know it’s okay if what you think about yourself changes.

I think a lot of people need to realize that transphobia is more than just misgendering someone. Actively treating them differently from cis people and making 'exceptions' for them is still transphobic.

Left-wing spaces irl: "We are queer&trans inclusive and will respect ur identity :D"

Also Left-wing spaces irl: "Hey, we r making a poster for a girls night event, is it okay if we put you on it? I mean, it's nonbinary incluse and stuff-"

No. I'm not even nonbinary, i am a trans man. Would you ask a cis man to be on a GIRLS night poster??? No. No you wouldn't. So why are you asking me? Just because I'm trans? What fucking difference does that make??? You pretend you aren't transphobic and see me as a man, yet you refuse to treat me like one. And imo, actions say more than empty words do.

For context, the same people also asked me whether i wanted to be part of a women's reading club and a women's self defense course a couple of months ago.

I told them, that asking trans men that is transphobic (bc apparently they asked MULTIPLE TRANS GUYS THIS) and uh they said they did it 'just incase' since 'trans guys are also like minorities and deserve to be uplifted by activities like this!!!' no. Not activities that are made for women.

If you wouldn't invite a cis gay/queer, cis man of color, or a cis disabled man, then don't invite a fucking trans guy. You are being transphobic. Stop it.

Thank fuck they at least invited trans women to these workshops, cause if they didn't i might have punched one of them. Seems like they are only transphobic to trans men apparently???? Fucking hell man.

Left-wing spaces irl: "We are queer&trans inclusive and will respect ur identity :D"

Also Left-wing spaces irl: "Hey, we r making a poster for a girls night event, is it okay if we put you on it? I mean, it's nonbinary incluse and stuff-"

No. I'm not even nonbinary, i am a trans man. Would you ask a cis man to be on a GIRLS night poster??? No. No you wouldn't. So why are you asking me? Just because I'm trans? What fucking difference does that make??? You pretend you aren't transphobic and see me as a man, yet you refuse to treat me like one. And imo, actions say more than empty words do.

Left-wing spaces irl: "We are queer&trans inclusive and will respect ur identity :D"

Also Left-wing spaces irl: "Hey, we r making a poster for a girls night event, is it okay if we put you on it? I mean, it's nonbinary incluse and stuff-"

No. Why the fuck are you asking me this?! I'm not even nonbinary, i am a trans man. Would you ask a cis man to be on a GIRLS night poster??? No. No you wouldn't. So why the fuck are you asking me? Just because I'm trans? What fucking difference does that make??? You pretend you aren't transphobic and see me as a man, yet you refuse to treat me like one. That sounds a lot like transphobia to me.

Imo, actions say more than empty words do. It's okay to make a mistake, but if u act transphobic and refuse to listen to trans people telling you not to do this because it's transphobic, yet you continue to do it, that's transphobia.

realized i never did an intro post on myself here hi

first things first here's my linktree

ok so uh my name is riku, some people call me ricky or roo for short. im 21 years old born on the summer solstice, Brazilian Japanese Romany, transmasc enby, demipan and partnered to a cis dude (emotionally intelligent black excellence tyvm), mentally disabled (ADHD, high functioning autism, cptsd, BPD, fragmented identity symptoms, etc etc), and physically disabled; my mother's family was a performing arts troupe in São Paulo and Registro and i had an accident that my leg didn't heal from correctly - that and spinal/hip injuries from my childhood have left me with a limp since i was seven years old. i walk with a cane now, as i may have mentioned in other posts.

im a full sail graduate, i majored in rhetoric composition/literary studies and minored in abnormal psychology, i'm planning to going back to get my journalism degree - right now i'm a TA for my old prof.'s rhet. comp. course and i also help grade papers for an elementary class, i have a CSR day job but i get it all done.

this next bit is gonna sound a little batshit bananas but roll with me here

there is a sort of alter ego or other consciousness in my brain named Onryoko who is a separate individual from me, as well as a spiritual entity that was said to be demonic in origin that takes up space in my psyche - It doesn't want me sharing It's name yet. my pronouns are i/he/they, Onryoko's pronouns are ele/elu/one/oneself, and It's pronouns are It/Itself - sometimes if one is more alert one will use we/us as pronouns as well. let me be clear - i do not have a dissociative identity disorder diagnosis, nor do i feel the need to get one as i interpret the two of them as manifestations of my higher consciousness and links to the spiritual world - i'm in control and i choose when i allow one or the other to be conscious with me, i don't black out or have amnesia or anything like that. if i am crossing any boundaries or anything or if u know of any communities on here i might relate to please let me know, this is simply how i was raised to deal with this.

Onryoko is whats called o receptáculo for the demonic entity that my grandmother (obatian) on my father's side clocked and neutralized when i was a baby cuz she serves cunt like that, and with that comes being a 3rd gen shaman - Onryoko essentially is our higher self? is how my obatian explained it. i found Chaos magick when i was 15 and the rest is kinda history. Onryoko has another blog dedicated to all that and we're working on content creation for spirituality and occultism; one does free tarot readings right now until i get our shops figured out, if ur interested in that kinda thing come meet us up here ----> @onryoko 🔮

other than that uhhhhhhh i main magik on marvel rivals (ps5 handle is onryoko963, rivals handle is ONRYOKO) im a Cancer sun Leo moon Cancer rising, andddddd i rlly like swimming cuz its the only exercise i can do where i dont die immediately. im very sarcastic and ive been told i have a very "fuck u" energy irl so idk if that will translate here. i dont mean to be mean and if u tell me im being mean i'll make sure im not asap :) ok thats it thanks byeee

I need a brother like Mario,one who help When the dysphoria kicks my ass so badly 😭

Ok, listen. Trans guy Luigi!

You really wanna play with emotions, huh? Fineee.

So, Mario was the first one to know and the first who supported Luigi's identity.

Luigi suffered a lot, locking himself into the bathroom mostly, when gender dysphoria kicked too hard. He didn't want to bother his brother with it at all.

There were moments when bullies told him he will never be a true guy and Mario made sure, Luigi never forgot how much he supported him and how much of a guy Luigi actually was.

Mario went to each doctor's appointment, supporting his little bro's fear of needles and the doctors. And even witnessed Luigi's first Testosterone injection.

And of course Mario was the first one to be there when Luigi woke up from his top surgery.

Support your local trans bro!

genuinely confused on why people think transandrophobia doesn’t exist like seriously it isn’t clicking for me and I want an objective perspective I just don’t wanna talk to people in the comments of posts anymore because I really don’t wanna get in an argument

I want a group chat of friends that exists for the sole purpose of me send a nude every morning for them to degrade/praise 🫠🫠🫠

🐕 🍑

(he/him)

So curious to learn what I can get away with posting on Tumblr

He/him

Any nervous pups out there? I get so overstimulated and humiliated and nervous that within seconds of being flirted with or touched I'll start vibrating. I'm not exaggerating either, I shake hard like a small animal and can't stop. For me part of it is being on the spectrum and disabled, I just get tremors when I'm feeling big things and I'm easily overwhelmed, but there's something about getting turned on and immediately shaking and quivering like a prey animal that works me up even more 🥵 I want someone to give me that fake sympathy voice, "oh sweetness... you're shaking already? That's so pathetic. I've barely even started. I'll give you a real reason to tremble like that..." 😩😩😩

Hello! Intro post incoming! Don't want to share my name on here but you can call me pretty boy, puppy, sweetness, or yours 💖

I'm a 27 YO trans man (he/him) who started T recently 😊 I'm a puppy sub with absolutely no streaks of dominance in me I fear, though I do enjoy being a service top sometimes 🐕❤️‍🔥I am poly and currently single-- I would enjoy some mutuals to be naughty with I love being submissive for doms and being playful with other subs 🥰

Here to flirt with other trans people of all varieties. DNI if you are cis, I am not interested. DNI of you are a fascist, racist, homophobic, xenophobic, or operate under any other form of bigotry. You may interact if you are 18+ but please do not DM me if you aren't 21. You will be ignored/blocked if there's no age listed on your Tumblr. DNI if you are confused/upset by neopronouns, he/him lesbians, or any other non issue in the community; get off the internet and turn to your communities to solve ACTUAL problems instead.

What I like:

-Pet play (I like the idea of being a puppy and being owned or being used/hunted/breeded by other animals 🥵 Or being paired with another dumb puppy sub to play and try to get each other off 🫠)

-Being spanked, bitten, marked and bruised

-voyeurism, being shown off/passed around by multiple people

-free use

-hypnosis

-being conditioned

-breeding (no pregnancy)

-degradation and praise. I enjoy a good mix of the two personally

-intox without being TOO cnc heavy. I like a little bit though!

-somno

-hair and body odor

-All body types 😍

Limits (I don't find any of these problematic but they are my personal boundaries in my dms):

-scat

-blood, being cut or risk of serious injury

-aggressive rape fantasies

-age regression roleplay (I DO like being called baby, using the term mommy/daddy for people if thats their preference, but that is the extent of it.)

-detrans or misgendering

-I am submissive therefore I love controlling and possessive language/behavior. That said: I do NOT know you and outside of our fantasies I do not owe you ANYTHING unless we have explicitly agreed otherwise

Please interact with me if your trans and interested. I looove to please 🥺 Don't be afraid to ask for clarity or about kinks I haven't listed yet-- I'm very open to trying new things and being corrupted :) DMs open (I'll show you mine if you show me yours 😜)

Any big mutts wanna sink their teeth into some tboy flesh 🥺 Need to wake up with a set of pearly whites locked into my neck while I get used...

A good puppy always does his stretches 🐶🫶

(he/him)

To my fellow men who are unfortunate enough to deal with menstruation:

who wants to get together and have a little cry

worst part about being trans is having Donkey Kong pecs but having to hide them behind tits

ITS FUCKING PRIDEEEEE

Ironic, isn't it?

As we sit, the penultimate scene plays out. A father tells his son:

"I will love you for all of time, son"

And you are asleep. You don't see my face as I mourn the father you could have been. As I wish for the world where I had been born your son, or, at least, the world where you saw me as such.

You tell me you love me, but I know you are blind. I know you love only the idea, the memory, of the girl you lost.

Do you realize you're losing your boy, too?

One thing I never lost through my transition was my desire to have kids. I was so set on being a mom as a child, I absolutely loved baby dolls and I always begged my parents to have another baby so I could take care of them. My dad gets sad sometimes because according to him, I used to have such passion for being a mom and for loving kids. But "used to" isn't even close. It's all still there. I'm gonna be the one cradling kids to my chest and singing lullabies. I'm gonna be the one kissing bruises and telling my kids how proud I am because getting hurt means they tried, and that's so brave of them. I'm gonna be the one making sure any child I look out for knows they are loved and cherished and valued. The only difference is now they'll call me Dad instead of Mom.

My father loves the sky

He stares into the moon's light

Marveling at her beauty

"Look how she shines

How she wanes and waxes

How I love to see her glow"

What a shame that he is

blind

He can not

does not

Give such love

To the sun

The son

The sin

Which gives the moon her light.

Happy Trans Day of Visibility!

~~~

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Ode to the guy that forgot to turn the dog training documentary off, I'd say something poetic if I had it in me

As a younger trans dude, this lowkey made my cry just a bit. Seeing an older trans guy, who’s happy and encouraging us all to be ourselves really touched my heart. Be yourself! Be true to yourself! I promise it’s worth it. To all my trans brothers, sisters and overall queer siblings of any kind: we gotta stick together. I‘m proud of each and every one of you and I hope that one day, the world will just let us be, without predjudice and hate.

"why don't we see more older trans folks around?"

the effects are just daft punk lmao

⚠️ warning: side effects of testosterone ⚠️

✅ harder

✅ better

✅ faster

✅ stronger

I’m so happy that even if I never come out to my family or even if they end up not accepting me, I’ll have a friend group of mostly queer people who will do all that shit with me

(kinda tearing up rn ngl)

Unfriendly reminder that while you're busy mourning the loss of your childs old gender, claiming you need to mourn the death of your son/daughter, there's a group of boys/girls/enbies scrambling to take your kid clothes shopping, snatching up the chance to take those "first" experiences from you forever. Your sons first fishing trip is gonna be with his best bros, your daughters first makeover is going to be with her girl friends, your kids first camping trip out as themselves is gonna be with the besties. Good luck getting those bonding experiences back. While you're busy trying to guilt-trip your kid with your weird manufactured parental trauma, there's a whole community ready to take your place as the better family.

Your loss, someone elses gain.

One of my biggest pieces of advice for those taking injectable hormones is to make sure you're injecting at the right angle

For intramuscular (IM), you inject at a 90° angle.

For subcutaneous (SQ), you inject at a 45° angle.

Here is a graphic depicting what the angle of your injection should look like:

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all I want right now is to be handsome skinny boy. is that to much to ask?