I Talked With My Parents About That I Wanna Die, But They Started To Judge Me. Today I Understood That
I talked with my parents about that I wanna die, but they started to judge me. Today I understood that nobody needs me, and I'm not need to stay here in this world. I want to commit suicide, and I will commit suicide, maybe on my funerals they will understand that I wasn't okay?:)
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Happy new year everyone!! I finally back!!
OKAY, THIS IS REALLY IMPORTANT. A question about one of my OCs. They should be trans, cuz I want so, plus this will be reasonable in the story I write. THOUGH. Should I make them transfem or transmasc? And how to write about their identity?
I hate the fact that I'm a woman and always will be. I hate the fact that I have reproductive organs. I hate that almost all male friends see only vagina and boobs in me. I wish, I was born genderless, but unfortunately it wouldn't happen, due to biology. I can only go cry about it.
I was about to jump off the window right now, but remembered that I'm living on the 3rd floor, so even if I jump, I'll survive. But this window is almost telling me to commit su!c!de!!
I'm f#cked up.
I'm tired, I'm tired of everything. All my hobbies became a daily routine, and I don't feel anything towards them. My friends started to avoid me after my vents, and I completely understand this. I'm tired of school, and I haven't got any straight to just get up or change clothes after school. All I think about is s3lf-h@rm and how much I want to commit su!c!de. I feel like my life is trying to force me to do it. I feel like it'll happen. And I know that I will commit su!c!de.
people who watching my blogs or following me I luv y'all so much♡♡♡
Hey are you okay? Stay safe
No, I'm not. Literally thinking about suicide and cutting everyday. But I still have hope I guess... I mean, I have a neurological condition called chronic hyperkinetic syndrome, and this thing can appear due to some mental illnesses, and my case looks like that cuz I haven't got tumors, and I'll probably get help, to heal at least CHS. But firstly, I need to go to a neurologist again...
I'm feeling useless, maybe I'm just fooling myself, huh?
High blood pressure sucks, especially when you're 13 years old ☠️☠️☠️
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