To Be Honest, After Years Of Searching, Trying To Find My Diagnosis, I Just... Stopped Caring About This.

To be honest, after years of searching, trying to find my diagnosis, I just... Stopped caring about this. I even started to like this thing, I know, it harms me, but do I want to treat it? No. It's a part of me, that I like.

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"Be proud of your boobs! It's your power!" HELL NO. This "power" as you call it, makes me feel awful! Plus it hurts as hell, when it comes to period. Why should I even be proud of it?

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andr3yvishn3vsky

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Changing an icon/the whole profile/phone decor feels like making a new self

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andr3yvishn3vsky

1 year ago

World would be better if I'd be dead or aborted

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andr3yvishn3vsky

10 months ago

People's honest reaction when there are MUCH more physical diseases than infections ones or breaking your limb

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andr3yvishn3vsky

1 year ago

I tried to k!ll myself by cvtting my veins, but the saddest thing is that the knife didn't reach them.

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andr3yvishn3vsky

10 months ago

The sudden urge to delete all my disability related posts, so people won't see and won't like it, so it won't remind me of being sick>>>>>

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andr3yvishn3vsky

1 year ago

Hey are you okay? Stay safe

No, I'm not. Literally thinking about suicide and cutting everyday. But I still have hope I guess... I mean, I have a neurological condition called chronic hyperkinetic syndrome, and this thing can appear due to some mental illnesses, and my case looks like that cuz I haven't got tumors, and I'll probably get help, to heal at least CHS. But firstly, I need to go to a neurologist again...

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andr3yvishn3vsky

1 year ago

I love the fact that with this thing I could cut myself at school and nobody will care!!♡♡

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andr3yvishn3vsky

1 year ago

ALT ADAM MURRAY HAS A PAD ON HIS FACE...?!!!???!!!😱😱😱😱

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andr3yvishn3vsky

8 months ago

I finally bought him! He's a bootleg, but I still like him though!:)

1000 or at least 100 or 50 likes on this post, and I'm buying him