Latest Posts by girlfromheaven - Page 3
Between 500-600 not the worst day but could have been better if I didn’t have to eat dinner.🙃
Im embarrassed to say that I didn’t fast today.👎
Spent the day with my mom since I didn’t go to school, and we ended up going out to eat. I ate just below my maintenance calories. This is not ideal, but I’m proud I didn’t go overboard or anything. It sucks to be so close to my maintenance though. But at least it helped with the massive headache.
I hate boys almost as much as I hate food!
(He got a new gf)
Fuck food
It’s called MyNetDiary!❤️
Think I did pretty okay for a work day. No snacks, no soda. I’m trying to keep it all under 1000 a day.
Day two has passed!🥳 2/5 fast
Anyone else find the bruising to be oddly encouraging?
People don't talk enough about how much more difficult school and work make 4n4. Like I'm juggling 15 college credits, a part time job, ballet, and like, a whole ass life??? It's so overwhelming sometimes, the brain fog/ exhaustion are no joke. I can't afford to fail out or get fired because I made a stupid mistake. Also being constantly out of control of the food around me or what I have access to.
Sacrifice now, thrive later.
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Day 1/5 fast completed 🙆♀️
I’m going to go on a five day fast. The longest I’ve ever done is 48 hours which I know is nothing but I struggle with fasting. Wish me luck! I will post how much I lose by the end.
TW RANT AB MY MOM
Ik I might sound crazy but I want my mom to worry. I want her to feel bad for not realizing the pain I was going through, how bad I’ve been getting. I want her to know that every time she ever said something about me being a bad person it didn’t just affect her, but me too. She thinks that it’s all about her because of her addiction, but I want her to know that she isn’t the only one with problems. She is always going on about her stuff, how much her recovery has changed her, don’t get me wrong I’m really proud of her but it’s like since she has recovered she hates me sm, like whenever she was drinking she would tell me how much she loved me, how special I was, but now that she’s been recovered she can’t even speak without saying something remotely rude about my existence. I want to be the girl she thought I was. I think that If I get bad enough she will start to worry and maybe care again? Idk I’m crazy but whoever made it this far, thanks for listening.
Real question, who was the targeted audience of Super Size vs Super Skinny if not anorexics? That is the most triggering tv series ever.
Success doesn’t care how you feel right now.
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Me! (Again)
I’m back!
New acc
I post whatever I’m thinking
I’m pretty cool
I have never been to good at intro posts?
I don’t have hobbies, that’s why I’m here
Yeah!