BRO RAAAH
why tf do i keep hurting myself even when im okay and happy?! like im fine today but i still did it...i dont have control over my damn body
🤡🤡
i need to start taking my medications again eh i stopped,thinking i dont need it but i feel like shit,but when i take them i feel so damn empy and emotionless..
BRRUUUH
HAHA NOT ME CVTTING MYSELF AFTER POSTING HOW WONT DO IT💀
BLA BLA BLA BLE BLE BLE BLU BLU BLU
i was about to hurt myself...but then i was like fuck it! and did my cute jirai makeup and covered myself in fake blood and took cute pictures :33 (send help the fake blood wont come off?)
SOOOOOO
Today the POLICE called my mom... because of school and my absence..We have to go to the police station and explain everything or what?i want to kill my self um....BLABLABLABLEBLEBLEBLUBLUBLU
why the fuck do i still miss that person?
He made me hate myself..I cried every night because of him, I started hurting myself because of him, I wanted to di3 so much but I didn't even have the energy to get out of bed...he manipulated the shit out of me,totally ruined me
why do i still miss him...
im like „im getting better!"
but other day im crying after relapsing...
i hate being the second choice..Always the backup friend...like what do you mean you text me only when your friends dont have time? fuck this shit...like my friend just canceled a sleepover because his friend is not sick anymore and can go out💀
Its midnight..i was looking for makeup inspo on tiktok and there was a kaneto juusei song..yes THAT song.. BUT I DIDNT KNOW I HAD MY FUCKING VOLUME UP PLS KILL ME
love the new theme! ♡
AAAAAA THANK YOUUU! <33
AAAAAA
i love myself in gurokawa makeup and outfits i feel so good AUGHHH 👹👹
BRO HELP
i did my normal visual kei makeup with eye contacts and my mom said that I look like a demon...
Is it wrong that i like my scars?
i like the way they look,i want more
BRO💀bro~😲
My dad brought a box full of razor blades from work...🥹ummm like...is it a gift orrr
Hi me wantin to be ur friend/mutual
Ure vkei bangya
I aslo lov vkei
But im new
Im not jirai
Im
Im a creature nice 2 met ya
Yes im a bangya!! you can text me And we can definetly be friends! :33
I need to lose 4 kilos.....but its so hard oh my god...
BRUH
i feel like my outfits are sooo good and pretty..BUT MY FACE AND HAIR RUIN EVERYTHING UGHHH
help i feel like im gonna pass out
i haven't eaten a proper meal in a long time....i feel sick and my body is so weak,I tried to eat because my mom forced me to, but I almost threw up
i need friends so bad oh my
im so damn lonely but everytime i make online friend they ignore me the other day😭😭
TRIED NEW MAKEUP <33
its not perfect but i tried
IM FUCKIN SHAKING
i relapsed like So fucking much its deep as fuck im crying idk what to do
i want summer already im so excited to wear this outfit ☹️🖐🏻
I talked to a psychiatrist about school today AND She said I could only go to school once a week because of my mental health!!
Relapsing feels so good and shitty at the same time..
jumpscare from mea !!! grahhhaaa !!! ლ(^o^ლ)
aaaaaaaaaa (>0<;)
my mom kicked me out of the house for a night xdd so im at my friends house haha my savior
New clothes and contacts! :33
Don't listen to them, dearie. They're just saying horrible things like that because they don't want to admit that they're the ones who won't have a future or get anywhere in life with their disgusting and abusive behavior. I hope you cut off contact with them when you get away from them🥺🫂💕
thank you,your really kind!🫂🫂🫂
i have no future
no like actually i dont,My family always says that...Even my psychiatrist said Im just causing problems for my family🤷🏻♂️its like everyone wants me to ki11 myself