It's always a "YOU NEED TO CLEAN THAT ROOM" and never a "are you okay?" "How are you feeling?"
I want to commit suicide with my crush. Like overdosing and kissing each other then cutting our necks open. 🌸💕🦋
But before then I need to lose weight so she’ll want me.
My birthday is this Sunday and I’m not skinny.
Friendly reminder that though it may seem little, every single pound you lose is a step closer to your goal.
My girlfriend, (she doesn’t know we’re together yet,) won’t love me until I’m pure and sk1nny.
I hate taking pics of myself, like I think I look good one second and then I look so huge.
Just ate 77 kcals for breakfast. 😔
(sorry for the pfp it’s temporary but I still figuring it out so you’ll have to bare with me and my choppedness, luv ya’ll.)
“Can I not be hungry” I ask my eating disorder. “FUCK YOU” said my eating disorder who was actually the fuck you guy.
I’m so done. I’m going back to school in a few hours, I just pulled out a chunk of my hair, I ruined my fast, and if I tell my parent they’ll send me back to the ward, and I have a therapist appt later today.
I hate when my 3d ruins fun moments with my family. I was genuinely enjoying myself, and my mom made hot chocolate and I couldn’t stop thinking abt the cals, and I felt so bad after.