unfortunately i DID take what you said to heart and now i’m sobbing and debating on whether i should kill you or kill myself
i want to cut everyone off but i know that no one will even notice my absence
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no more yippee (yes they are not deep but stilllll)
if you see my sh scars this summer no you didn’t
"You’re so polite" thanks i was raised in constant fear of upsetting people.
me when the days start blending together and I can't remember what I'm supposed to be doing
mom: "you have no reason to be tired"
YES I DO I JUST GOT OFF OF WORK WHERE I HAVE TO CHASE KIDS AROUND AND TRY TO TEACH THEM GYMNASTICS
I wanna smoke a cigarette. I wanna cut. I wanna kill myself. I wanna starve. Everything I want rn is self destruction.
binge eating for the last time before I start ⭐ving myself <3
I be checking my phone like I mean something to someone
😂silly fucking me 😂
me after telling my therapist im not self harming and i have no urges too. (im lying):