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I feel like such a wannarexic, but Mia has been my lifeline lately.
my throat hurts.
seeing your veins and bones poke out more>>>>
The Gag reflex is back, it kinda sucks though bc I have to take off my nails every time b4 I purge. Then reglue them on. (I wear press on every single day btw.)
I HATE HATE when my parents confront me abt things, like I understand it but I just want them to shut up and leave me alone tbh.
Like today my mom was all like ‘Stop taking to me like your the parent and I’m the child’ well maybe if you regulated your emotions and stopped acting like a five year old I’d treat you like my mom. Maybe if I didn’t have to comfort you everyday because you feel unhappy with your life I’d treat you like my mom. Maybe if you didn’t expect me to always be all sweet with you, and make you feel better about being with my dad then I’d treat you like my mom. Maybe if you stopped complaining about every single little thing that’s wrong, I’d treat you like a parent.
Stfu.
Also she got mad that I’ve been using pmo, in regular speech since it’s disrespectful, ITS A FUCKING JOKE. She was all ‘What if your dad told his father he was pissing him off?’ Yeah I guess it wouldn’t go over well bc my dad’s father is practically abusive.
Anyway, I think I’m just mad bc I broke my fast.
So this is my one meal for OMAD including fries, how many cals does this seem like? Like an estimate. The place doesn’t have cals listed. (Which I think should be mandatory for all restaurants but whatever.)
Ignore the photo but there’s about 6 mini sandwiches all this size, each with the ingredients I listed above.
My brother is such a dick (positive) we were watching breaking bad a few weeks back, there’s a scene where a character purposely throws up, and very subtly, especially bc we were with our parents and they don’t know, he just turns to me, and points his finger just a little bit, like oh fr.
I love my brochaco‼️‼️
I need advice, my gag reflex isn’t working right, I ate like 1000 cals at dinner, and tried to purge but nothing would come down, only like 10 mins later. I have the shove my fingers all the way down to even get a feeling. Please, how do I like..Reset it or something?
Remember ya’ll to be a pretty girl you have to eat like a pretty girl.