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Can someone diagnose me?
I'm aware I have depression. I have cut myself multiple times and often don't have feelings and feel like I'm wearing a strangers mask. I believe I have minor anxiety and probably insomnia since I get 2-4 hours of sleep a night. 6 on rare occasions. What exactly is wrong with me and how do I change this? I'm way to scared to go to a doctor or even tell anyone.
Im currently so depressed I don't know what to do. Anyone? It's affecting soccer and school but I don't know how to handle it because no one really knows or cares.
Literally mentally unstable drama.
Okay so there's this guy same age as me let's just call him T. Yeah, so T used to be my first and last male best friend. I was really depressed and emo in school with no friends because i never fit in and used to cry a lot and get yelled at and T is my only friend during my not-peak-phase life. So, many time after, he told me he likes me but i don't like him and he doesn't exactly show any weird behavior or signs of it and i still stuck being his friend despite him liking me and many classrooms shipping me with him, i was very uncomfortable by that.
Soon, he told me he has to moved away and i gave and introduced him my and to discord after that we talk a little in discord and all, i introduced him to a server called Leafy.gg with members that are quite offensive (normal discord members)
i have really good reputation in that server being an active member but then T, he leaked my real life name, my face, my school to them. not sure as a joke or something but he just said to them that this is my name and then quickly, Leafy.gg members mocked me with my name jokingly but i was really sad and mad that T leaked my information. He didn't say sorry or whatever. i told him to stop and after that incident, i told Leafy.gg members that i'm quitting discord. of course, i had no friends that time and T just ruined my relationship with everyone.
after like 2 years, Leafy.g server went very dead and not active that makes me think that i was the reason most of them are active plus i saw that a lot of active members' account was deleted. I texted T again and i still remembered everything that happened and with no apology or nothing, he just said he missed me and all but after that, i just ghosted them. he keeps on texting me and i keeps on ghosting.
suddenly, he gave me his phone number which i don't have, i decided to not contacted him instead i gave his phone number to my friends in a new server named Bocchism, a server full of Bocchi the Rock fans, i was one. Basically, we just talked to him for fun and Bageto tried to fake being me,
My friends, Bageto, texted him and stuffs went out. he has phone numbers with my school friends even after he moved away, keep this in mind, he told Bageto and Weif, my other friend who helped contacting him, my information again but it's fine because Bageto and Weif didn't leak that information to the whole server.
anyways, we invited him to Bocchism for fun and i text him on discord again, i told him to say he's sorry and he said nope. NOPE? anyways, he then started attacking me by threatening that he will call the police when it's technically all of his fault. then he told me he already send it to his lawyer and his dad's friend who is a royal police or whatever and i was literally cringing by how fake that is. and soon, he send a picture of him with a glass of water and a fuck finger saying it's vodka LMFAO anyways, i told him he was underage and THAT IS NOT VODKA. he told me "just do whatever you want" and I told him "yeah i wanna eat fuck up" and BOOM, by the way, forgot to add this, first thing that he said to me, technically not me because it was bageto who is faking to be me, was that HE MISSED ME and HE WANTS TO DATE? SERIOUSLY AFTER ALL OF THIS, he don't say he's sorry and he just said he want to date like nothing happened??? i don't know what's wrong with me but i just wanna live peacefully with any guy stalking me and then JUST YESTERDAY, he got a picture of my face DURING GRADUATION that my school friends send him??!! i unblock him for a sec and typed in stuffs like lemme just-
Yes, i said a very cringe thing.
that's all, don't take this too seriously i better not see someone say "just report this to the police" no, i don't wanna do that because I'M A MINOR and i don't want someone i know get to focking jail he is the same age as me
deku brainrot hours
Yes I would love to hear you rant about Deku, I’m positive he would never treat me that way 😭🤚
cw ;; loss of virginity, afab reader
deku would treat you so good man
shockingly enough, i feel like he has good people skills to the point he's gotten laid quite a few times in his adult life. he'd be honored that he's the person you though to ask - my god he would. won't admit it but he kinda realizes how hot he finds the whole thing hejdsjksd. thinks about it for days n days because you brought it up and it plagues him like a disease.
one thing i know about izuku midoriya is that he's a fucking freak. you'd think he'd go easy on you since it's your very first but he's just too ruthless. bad at keeping up with the task, he just gets this lidded look on his eyes. dream sighing as he promises to take it slow for you.
which is kinda true, kinda isn't. he is taking it slow - maybe too slow. v touchy but even more than that mouth - i know he loves eating pussy oh my god. he would spread you out and hold you down until your cum runs down ur legs and it's borderline uncomfortable. if you whine for him to stop he'll just shh you and tell you that he has to prep you.
n prep you he does - uses his mouth and his fingers in slow tandem. switches between just to see which one makes you cum fastest because he's kinda evil like that.
its your first time so he goes slow but it's too deep. so, so deep it makes your toes curl. makes you feel it in your spine like he's really in your stomach. deep, slow - almost relaxing but it feels too good... yeah <3 midoriya <3
help me revamp!!!!
the long-awaited revamp time!!
good evening leon nation!!!! i got a new job but i may be writing tonight!!! any ideas🫡🫡
https://www.tumblr.com/karamrafeek/754196219096694784/help-karam-al-nabih-and-his-family-rebuild-their?source=share
Hello, I hope you and your family are well. Can you please help me recycle the post on my account? 🌺 And help rescue my family from the war in Gaza? 🙏🙏
Hello everyone, I am Karam Al Nabih from Gaza. All my dreams have been shattered now in Gaza. I am a software engineer in my last semester, but now my home, my dreams, and my university have been destroyed.
All my dreams have been destroyed 😞 I hope you share , support and donate
Repoooost & donate please after read my story, that's urgent! 🇵🇸🍉
Donate even if it is 10 euros or 15 euros، The smallest donation makes a difference in my family's life!!🙏🙏
https://gofund.me/7c433301
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HELP THE PEOPLE OF PALESTINE
Hello
Please help me share my family's campaign.
🙏🇵🇸🇵🇸 ..
PLEASE SHARE HIS FAMILY CAMPAIGN!!!
Hi everyone
I would like to say that if you have any Palestinian links for donations and stuff send them to me so I can send them around and post them so more people can share and donate to them!
I STAND WITH PALESTINE LETS GET THEM THE HELP THEY REALLY NEED LETS GET THE WORD AROUND LETS POST THE DONATIONS LETS KEEP TALKING ABOUT IT UNTIL THEY ARE FREE
Hi everyone
I would like to say that if you have any Palestinian links for donations and stuff send them to me so I can send them around and post them so more people can share and donate to them!
I STAND WITH PALESTINE LETS GET THEM THE HELP THEY REALLY NEED LETS GET THE WORD AROUND LETS POST THE DONATIONS LETS KEEP TALKING ABOUT IT UNTIL THEY ARE FREE
Hello
I hope you're doing well
It's Nura from Gaza.. i would ask you something if you can help and if it's ok with you..
I have a donation campaign to rebuild our home after we lost everything we have in the genocide, we're 8 members in my family, and we're displaced in a shelter now..
The donations can also help us Meet our life requirements in those hard days
You can read the rest of my story in the link..
I hope you can help me by share my campaign or my posts
Thank you for your time
Direct donation link by PayPal
https://www.paypal.com/paypalme/AhedAklouk
Campaign link
https://gofund.me/481df907
IF YOU CANT DONATION THATS FINE JUST REPOST EVERYWHERE SO OTHER PEOPLE CAN HELP BY DONATIONING AND GETTING THIS AROUND SO EVERYONE CAN HELP PLEASE HELP THEM #FROMTHERIVERTOTHESEAPALESTINEWILLBEFREE
URGENT APPEAL DONT SCROLL READ SHARE AND DONATE: HELP ME FIGHT DIABETES AND SEEK MEDICAL ATTENTION
1.I trust this message is finding you in good health. That is why I am getting in contact with you being as humble as possible asking for help. My situation can be described as alarming. I am a female, 34 years old, living in a tent in Gaza, I have two children and I hope you know the current situation very well in Gaza. I have lived with type 2 diabetes since my early childhood age and I still require urgent insulin and medical attention: I have not had access to any health attention for the last two months, although I am a pregnant woman with type 2 diabetes.
2.I feel like am fighting for my life every single day. I am afraid if I don't receive insulin injection and medical attention I might go to coma, and I don't know the state i will leave my young kids. A times I feel like there is no one in the entire world who can help me, but I know that you are there for me. Anyway, I have struggled a lot and hope well-wishers can come through for me.
3.I have created a fundraising appeal to help purchase insulin, go for medical checkups, and buy all-important drugs. Any amount will be much appreciated, and they will go a long way in changing my life. Kindly click on my donation link(DONATE TO HELP DIANA SEEK MEDICAL ATTENTION AND BUY INSULIN) to chip in my medical fund. It would also be nice if you can share this message and extend your get well soon wishes to me. I will appreciate your generosity during these trying moments
TARGET $157/ $1057
DONATE TO HELP DIANA SEEK MEDICAL ATTENTION AND BUY INSULIN
i dont think either would work. this one's goku, the other is dazai.
Imagine your icon being your therapist
love getting viciously attacked by a moth at 12:18 am ☺️☺️☺️❤️❤️❤️
so tonight my dumbass decided to rank all of the academy members like they're in a choir and
Just saw this and I am so confused...
I still think about this scene alot.. More than a normal person should
Avatar: The Last Airbender (2024) s01e04 “Everything I need is on this boat.”
Unrequited love
I feel you around me. You’re everywhere and I can’t get you out of my mind. I love how red your face gets all the time. I love it. The only thing I admire most in this world. I was out with my friends, one of them was all red in the face because of the cold weather but the first thought that came to my mind was exactly you, with a red face. It’s so unique to me.
I don’t know if this is love. I don’t think so. I’ve never even talked to you.
You stare at me. You continuously look at me. But I don’t know why. You don’t talk to me. You don’t dare make the first move. You observe me from afar.
And I think: “What if he’s only curious about me? What if he’s only looking absentmindedly?…”
But I know too well that none of that is true. He isn’t curious.
But I don’t know how to define this.
I attempted making the first move. But he turned it down immediately.
And the next day. I see him again. I had left my glasses in my class, I was having a terrible headache and I just wanted to go meet my friend. So I go downstairs and walk towards my friend’s class. He comes close to me, I stare quickly at him and then I avert my sight to the other side, avoiding him at all costs.
I’m talking to my friend, and she tells me: “He was looking at you!”
I bewildered look at her.
I need help. He is making me go out of my mind. Can’t God help me with this. Or remove him from my life to stop tormenting me, or just make him do something that makes me at least have a talk with him, so I know what his intentions are.
I can’t live like this.
He makes me anxious. Conscious of myself. Before I get out of class, I fix my hair and my makeup. And while going to my friends, I always look around for him. Even if i’m blind. I find him somehow.
BLah
I thought that I was really in love with you.
But, lately I found out that it was a temporary feeling. I never loved you. You've always left me disappointed, confused and obsessed.
Why obsessed?
Because, I have never loved you. I don't know you. I love the idea that I created of you. It's hard to realise it, in fact, I took too long to understand this. I could have ended everything since the beginning and I wouldn't have been here worrying about stupid feelings. I'm obsessed with the idea that I created of you. The you that doesn't exist. A dangerous guy, with anger issues that hates everyone except me.
And I told him: Look, I've been playing with you from the beginning and I don't love you.
I didn't talk to him from that day. But I think of him even if I don't know him. Does this have an explanation? Is there a philosopher who has got theories that are going to help me discover what I'm feeling? I've studied for years philosphy and psychology but I never seem to understand myself. I am a big mess.
I've went to different psychoanalysts but they found no way of comforting and helping me.
I've read thousands of books, specifically romance books, but do you know how bored they have made me? They annoy me now. But I continue reading them. They're full of fantasies and utopic worlds but I so believe them, I don't know how to get out of that illusion.
How do I turn off my reasoning and consciousness? I want to disappear. I want to be free. I want to live with someone that I truly love.
How do I learn how to love? Is there someone that teaches this? Are there theories or books that talk about this?
I want to know how to actually ,love someone with all my heart and to get to know that person for everything they have and possess and follow them till they die because that's what my mission needs to be. I want to be there for someone till the day I die. Is there a way to find this? Is there a way to believing in love? I'm desperate to know.
But you know what puts me in a crisis? That is understanding love. From what I've understood about myself, I am a person that views love as a love with violence and aggression, sacrificies and problems, imperfections and perfections, optimistic point of views and cosy touches, physical connection, spiritual connection, sexual touches, sweet words and harmful words that push you to hate the person you "love" and finally hating yourself for loving them.
How can I think this way? Who do I think I am? A goddess?
What if I got to know this guy and actually fell in love with him, what would really happen?
I would be desperate and heartbroken and hate myself for falling for somebody that I don't deserve and that I shouldn't waste my time with and not waste my life for neither energy. I would hate myself for falling for someone who isn't who I idealised. This is unacceptable.
I wanna be free. I wanna love someone and suffer forever. You know what I want to suffer because that's what I live for. That's how I've learnt to survive. I have been raised with violence and anger issues and problems. I need someone that treats me how I think he should treat me.
I don't know how my idealised man is. I have no idea how he is. I literally don't know. Like can you imagine that I wrote this whole story and bullshit for something that I don't really know or believe or think or reason about, oh my god I am truly crazy. I talk noonsense. I am a bullshiter and I accept it. Thank you for today.
K.M.
Just send in my short FBI/hacker story to my professor for the writing competition.
Update: I wrote one and there will be more to come! You can check it out here! -> The Fall Of Snow
I can't believe that I'm saying this, but.... I will be taking Coriolanus Snow x reader requests because Tom Blyth is just too FINEEE!!
I can't believe that I'm saying this, but.... I will be taking Coriolanus Snow x reader requests because Tom Blyth is just too FINEEE!!
i dont wanna talk about it
I WATCHED THE CLIP
IM LOSING IT
I WAS THINKING THIS WAS GONNA HAVE A TRAGIC ENDING CAS WOULD CONFESS AND BE AT HIS HAPPIEST ONLY TO BE TAKEN BY THE EMPTY
THE EMPTY SAID IT WOULD RECLAIM CAS WHEN HE WAS HAPPIEST CAS CONFESSED HE WAS PROTECTING DEAN HE WAS WORRIED DEAN WOULD REJECT HIM SO HE WAS HAPPY HE GOT TO SAY IT AND NOT GO THROUGH THE HEART BREAK
I CALLED IT MONTHS AGO I KNEW IT WAS GONNA BE SAD
IM DYING-
IT FEELS LIKE NO ONE CARES💔 DONATIONS ARE BARELY COMING IN😞
My name is Layla, a 4th-year dental student from Gaza. My journey has been one of resilience, hope, and determination, despite facing unimaginable challenges. My family and I have endured genocide—displacement, starvation, and relentless bombings. I have witnessed destruction all around me, yet I refuse to let it destroy my dreams.
Even in the darkest times, I found ways to continue my education online, holding onto my goal of becoming a dentist. The recent ceasefire brings a fragile sense of hope, but the reality remains harsh—my university, the place where I was building my future, has been bombed, burned, and bulldozed.
Pursuing my dream has become even more challenging. I need to pay tuition fees and purchase dental tools and materials, which are essential for both my education and future career. These costs are overwhelming, especially given the hardships my family and I have endured.
If you can help or know someone who can, your support would mean the world to me. Your kindness can help me resume my education, rebuild my future, and secure the basics for my family. Thank you for taking the time to hear my story.🥹
Me and who?
@lizarddss