Bee | m/w murderment !! | they/he/she | minor | audhd + ocd | multifandom, but alnst centric | artist, theorist, writer | I love my husband | https://kyukyuarin.straw.page
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how're you supposed to be normal after finishing the magnus archives no glue no borax
I finished it during free time at school today my friends were very concerned 💔
this isn't even all of our work i have to do all my history classwork because my history teacher is sick today. And read our book for ELA. I'm gonna crash out
Thoughts and prayers for me chat /silly
yeah like wtf was it on 😭😭 it only attacked her like fucking once istg
OKAY I TOLD MYSELF I WOULDNT ISAT POST TIL IM DONE BUT I NEED TO SHARE THIS
so @birbwithapen got me to start playing isat and I've been playing it the past few days on call with them. I've amassed about six hours so far and have given myself muscle Stiffness from sitting at my computer with horrific posture playing isat 🥰 absolutely amazing game but anyways-
I was fighting the third floor of the castle boss. Forgot his name but the guy with six hands. HE FREEZED EVERYONE BUT MIRA. SIFF, ISA, AND ODILE WERE ALL FROZEN. AND THIS MF DOESNT ATTACK MIRA, HE JUST KEEPS FREEZING HER. HE FREEZED HER SIX TIMES IN A ROW. WHY DID THE RNG DO THAT IM SCARED ME AND BIRB ARE FLABBERGASTED
anyways play in stars and time if you've somehow stumbled upon this post without playing it
OKAY I TOLD MYSELF I WOULDNT ISAT POST TIL IM DONE BUT I NEED TO SHARE THIS
so @birbwithapen got me to start playing isat and I've been playing it the past few days on call with them. I've amassed about six hours so far and have given myself muscle Stiffness from sitting at my computer with horrific posture playing isat 🥰 absolutely amazing game but anyways-
I was fighting the third floor of the castle boss. Forgot his name but the guy with six hands. HE FREEZED EVERYONE BUT MIRA. SIFF, ISA, AND ODILE WERE ALL FROZEN. AND THIS MF DOESNT ATTACK MIRA, HE JUST KEEPS FREEZING HER. HE FREEZED HER SIX TIMES IN A ROW. WHY DID THE RNG DO THAT IM SCARED ME AND BIRB ARE FLABBERGASTED
anyways play in stars and time if you've somehow stumbled upon this post without playing it
SHES SO BACK
I AM SO BACK
OH MY GOD.
MY FAVORITE MUSICIAN NOTICED MY ART (first pic) HOW TF AM I SUPPOSED TO BE NORMAL ABOUT THIS?? IVE REACHED MY PEAK AS AN ARTIST HOLY SHIT
anyways oc art too I guess but also me crashing out
why can I not like my s/o's post on isat without getting a ton of isat posts pls tumblr they want me to go in blind no spoilers >:((
AHAHSHSHSHHSHSGSGSGSGSGSGSHSHSHHSSNJS YOU FOUND THE POST. HI ML.
Yeah I guess so 🧍♂️ idfk
me and them ! btw ! if you even care !
(If they see this post I might die BUT WHATEVER I LOVE MY S/O-)
GO FOLLOW MY FRIEND THAT I BULLIED INTO GETTING TUMBLR RN /nf /silly (I say while having like barely any followers 💔)
YINXING I LOVE YOU WE ALL SCREAM IN UNISON
SK8 OC | Yinxing
Woah my first post. Anyways this is my sk8 the infinity oc Yinxing. This isn’t her regular outfit, just her school uniform. Yay!!
me and them ! btw ! if you even care !
(If they see this post I might die BUT WHATEVER I LOVE MY S/O-)
im bored and currently hyperfixated on both alnst and tma so why not assign the alien stage main cast fears they would be avatars of.
spoilers for alien stage up to round 7 + the magnus archives up to 111 (I am only on mag 192, please don't spoil the ending of tma for me i beg of you ;-;)
also I got this idea from looking through the yourfaveisanavatar blog so credits to them
Mizi is difficult but I believe she could be an avatar of the slaughter. I mean, she was driven by her mental state into attacking Luka in round 5. According to the wiki, the slaughter manifests as people driven mad by slaughter. Mizi kinda has been if you think about it. Idk, Mizi was hard.
Sua seems like an avatar of the lonely to me. She doesn't really speak with anyone except Mizi, social isolation i guess. I feel like I also remember hearing people say the lonely can come across as people who seem sorta... blank. Sua is like that in a way? Hard to explain. Idk, I'm struggling with Sua despite being a Sua fan just because we don't know a ton about her. ;-;
Ivan is an avatar of the corruption. I know, hear me out, because corruption is usually bugs and mold and stuff... but corruption can also manifest as unhealthy love and companionship. His unhealthy love and attachment to Till is a big part of Ivan's character, making me think he could be an avatar of the corruption.
Till is an avatar of the desolation to me. I know he hasn't particularly been portrayed with any fire, yeah, but the desolation also manifests as destruction of potential. Round two, anyone? I mean.. he quite literally destroyed the potential of his opponent, not allowing them a chance.
Luka is an avatar of the spiral and no one can change my mind. Luka has manipulated Mizi and Till, he messes with their head, making them question reality. See Sua and Ivan, the people they've lost. That's the whole point of the spiral, a mindfuck. Feeling like your mind is lying to you. Seeing shit. So I think Luka could easily be a spiral avatar.
Hyuna is an avatar of the hunt, maybe? I'm not too sure for her ngl. She doesn't really classify as any of the avatars.
Anyways thank you for coming to my autistic rant ted talk.
Reblog to put one of these in your mutuals’ pocket when they’re not looking
STUCK BEHIND A TRAIN ON THE WAY TO SCHOOL AND SOMEONE PUT GRAFITTI ON THE TRAIN THAT SAID "OWO," "TWINK," AND "OWO LIBERATION FRONT"??? IM LAUGHING MY ASS OFF
oomf posted about jason grace a bit too close to the sun and is now being haunted by jason grace himself and it's so fucking funny to me
@ruddigerspawss how does it feel to be haunted /j
inspired by this post i have put the whole jurgen leitner rant into barbie font
this took me so long cus the website i used had a daily download limit aa sdjlsdkjsdjds
I'm remembering my great grandfather and his little sister, who survived but also lost their whole family, and my family still deals with that trauma today.
Please take 60 seconds for the victims. They were people too, and deserve to be remembered.
hey um. If y’all see this post. Take a minute. Yes, a full sixty seconds. If that’s too hard, thirty. Today is international shoah/holocaust Memorial Day. Take a moment for the victims. It is needed more than ever.
I’m remembering my great grandmother and grandfather, who lost everyone but survived. And lived to make my grandmother, my mother, and me.
I lied. Put your clothes back on. We're gonna talk about how we don't hear about women in history. Think about it, think of an artist or an inventor. The first person that came to mind was most likely a man. Because we did not give women the same skills and education they needed to grow and thrive, and live up to their potential. And when they were geniuses anyway, their accomplishments were overshadowed by a man. Maria Anna Mozart? Émilie du Châtelet? We don't hear their names. There's many more we don't even know the identity of. Gifted people with wonderful talents, overshadowed, lost to history. All because they had the misfortune of being born a woman.
Drew till in round six. Quite proud of this so yeah
obligatory 50 likes post. thanks chat ♡
I'd like to thank uh all the people that liked my posts, my friends who are my tumblr moots (my lovely s/o birb, varian, micah, and mizu), and beyonce
@birbwithapen @ruddigerspawss @micaahthestaar (can't ping mizu wtf. mizu ill dm you a sc of this on discord) THANK YOU GUYSSSSSS ♡
One of my stims is spinning and I stimmed so hard I fell down and sprained my ankle. Why am I like this 💔
"Born to be in a hospital, forced to be in a jail cell" - my irl bsf (who plays toad), 2025
Okay??? And it's not a game, it's just a ride???
"im a virgo"
"im a cancer"
well im a swinging space age bachelor man?
so uh remember when I made one of my friends read school bus graveyard (CHAPTER 48 SPOILERS)
btw my art is usually much better then this I just made this on a whim-
vent post bc im tired and feel alone in this
TW; dysfunctional families, implied abuse kinda I'm not really being abused
I fucking hate being "perfect." Stupid, I know, I feel like I should be grateful.
Have you heard about golden child and scapegoat dynamics in dysfunctional households? Because me and my brother are living examples of that. I'm the golden child and I loathe it.
I have it so much better then my brother, I know. But being the golden child, I am my mother's trophy, and it's exhausting. I am a doll, not a person. A bragging right. An award. I have to always do what I'm told, be smart, achieve high things, always have to look pretty, have perfect manners, tons of impossible expectations, be the perfect little girl. Or she starts yelling. I hate it so much. I'm tired, I'm really tired. I stress myself out to be enough for her. I'm the definition of a burnt out gifted kid. Yet i feel like i'm supposed to be grateful because the one above made me smart and pretty. I can only be who I really am online, with my s/o, or with my friends. And I loathe it.
And I just feel alone. I see posts about how golden children will become the abuser and it scares me. I don't feel like anyone understands that both the golden child and the scapegoat suffer. I don't want to be my mother, I swore I'd be better. I don't want to be her. I don't know how to break this cycle.
Fuck.
wicked posting twice within a few minutes. crazy
anyways we're painting a mural in my elective art class on lgbtq, poc, female, etc artists rn and the other week we were listening to the wicked soundtrack while painting (bc the teacher and 4 out of the 5 students are theatre kids) and popular came on and during that one part we all banged on something and screamed "RIGHT 👹"
can y'all imagine a room of middle schoolers screaming that bc I can and I giggle every time I remember it.
anyways thought y'all might appreciate that.
does anyone else get Sophie and Agatha energy from Elphaba and Glinda? My entire class was thinking that Sophie and Agatha had Elphaba and Glinda energy when we read the school of good and evil for ELA about a year ago and I'm curious if the people of tumblr agree with us
any other neurodivergent (mainly autism and/or adhd) people unable to consume content normally.
like my dad will just?? watch something and be like "yeah that was good" then move on?? And then there's me, who will consume something, stare at a wall for a bit, and then rapidly try to consume any content I can find of it. Fanart, fanfiction, c.ai bots, memes, youtube videos... and if I can't find any I get upset. And I rewatch/reread/etc it over and over again and obsess over it for days. It's not even a hyperfixation rn I am just unable to consume media normally
also why am I the only posts on the raining knives tag since 2020 where is the fandom this comic deserves a fandom wtf it's so good I need content of it pls my little audhd brain cannot /silly