"you should eat more" booooπ π π π π tomato tomato π π π π π π booπ π π π π π π π π
how it feels to gain and lose the same 5 pounds over and over and over again
binging: ππ
my thighs are touching again: π€¬π€―π³π£
i would die for the pretty aesthetic pics (I tried when I looked good and I sucked lol)
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I like genuinely am so bad at taking pictures even when I look cute
btw I gained weight so my thighs belly (AND BUTT THO) got bigger lol
but like I used to eat so much more than I want to now πππ I've just resigned myself to eating until I leave them in a week. they already get weird when I want to skip lunch or breakfast and stuff π«
Does anyone else feel just so bad about wasting some people's money on food that they can't do anything about it, like I have to eat it all and it has to stay down because I just can't id feel too guilty
or does that get better once I level up in anorexia
i want to starve until I can't walk right and see stars
I want to eat everything that I can, maybe even just one bite of everything that I can reach until I want to throw up
I want to throw it all up once I'm done and then redo it
I want to be sickly ghostly hauntingly pretty
Is somebody gonna match my freak? (Double suicide)
(people from my school)
honestly it's pretty fun to do this but EHAT IS IT WITH MY KNEES WTH THEY ACTUALLY LOOK FAT πππ
idk should I do fit checks regularly???