I THINK I FINALLY UNDERSTAND WHY I SWITCH UP ON PEOPLE SO QUICKLY NOW !!!
I THINK I FINALLY UNDERSTAND WHY I SWITCH UP ON PEOPLE SO QUICKLY NOW !!!
(this applies more for people I know irl rather than online)
So yk how sometimes you have fake arguments in your head ? I do that but have full conversations. But it can be very specific.
For example, I always think about what will happen in my therapy sessions, and since I hype myself up about what it's going to be like, I get disappointed and upset when my therapist seems to be going off my script
It happened today with my teacher. I built up the courage to go up to him and ask about the test and if I could do it earlier (since I was leaving school, before the time of the test) and the second I asked, he looked uninterested and plainly said I had to do it tmrw. It wasn't the reaction I had thought he would have (nor was it the one I wanted, I think he's a bitch for being uninterested, there was like 4 kids in the class and he was doing nothing, so it's not like I inturputed him or anything)
Anyways, I think that's the best way I can explain this XP
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DO U HAVE AN AUTOCLICIER IR SOKETHIJG GAWDDAMNN
nope ^^
I think i liked all of them
(and yes i am VERY proud of myself 😼😼😼)
my cvts are so pretty, but I don't wanna get t-worded for posting them to much >.<
Which is a shameee, cause the new blad3s are giving me some damn good bl00d
It hurt a little more than usual but I think it was js cause I was going over the other cvts I'm not really giving a chance for the others to heal up properly😅
I don't really know what to do cause now I have bl00dy tissues but no bin in my room (my mother took it away :< I wasn't trusted with it) sooo I might js hide them in my school bag and hope it doesn't attract the ants in my room + nobody sees them at school XD
You remind me of THAT//BOY by lunarr :3
I have no clue who that is 😰
edit: Found it ^^ Fire as hell song 🔥🔥understandable why it reminded you of me lmao ≡(▔﹏▔)≡
Idk if it's just me but the thought of having someone cutting me for me sounds so gross.
Like for starters, what if they get there greasy finger oils on it and my blade rusts😒
And what do I do, just...sit there and watch them do it ? Or do I strike up conversation ?!?!? 🧍♂️
I js like doing it alone, cause I know exactly how I want it, and I get to be proud of myself for going deeper and getting more blood >:3
"jealousy is so cutee!!"
until I admit that my chest physically hurts whenever I see you interacting with anyone other than me
YOU ARE VALID!! it doesn't matter whether you had a good childhood or good parents, no trauma or bully experience. You feel how you feel for a reason, and that reason no matter how small it may seem compared to others is valid.
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TW for su!cide, sh and js depressing shitBlock don't report pls :3
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