Definitely One Of The Funniest Feature Discord Has Added.

-kurea:)

digital diary: @kureachiyekoblog

(non sh)

First time ever I've got a main part!!

I got Pilar who, if you don't know, is one of Elle's best friends in Legally blonde

I get to sing and have my own little very girly moment on stage

(I wanted Margot but another girl got her and she's really good so I'm very proud lol)

one of the main things I've noticed is how tired I always am

like last year I could stay up until 3am having fun, doing work and just relaxing

and now I'm desperate to get to sleep

because i prefer being asleep and i'm so fucking tired I can't imagine wanting to stay up to do anything

i hate feeling invisible when I'm surrounded by people

it's like i'm not even there, everything I say is ignored

no one notices when i'm trying to talk to them

i wish i actually was invisible at this point

school kills artist is a phrase I've seen a lot but never really related to

UNTIL

my stupid fucking gcse art makes me want to carve my eyes out and burn my hands off bro it's so bad

i love art, i love painting, i love creating

I DON'T love having deadlines, expectations and a stupid annoying ass teacher providing no help at all but telling me I need 5 more pieces or I'll fail

2000's Bill core

i've discovered i have a new hidden talent ✨

I can sing and cry at the same time! super cool right?

how do i know this?

well every fucking time i have choir on a bad day i break down mid song and just silently cry my eyes out whilst singing "Video killed the radio star"

honestly don't know what to do anymore

feels like every time I talk i just upset my friends or add little to the friendship

but if I don't talk i'll eventually drift away and lose them

sooo wtf do I do?