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I wanted to get on here and just thank all of y’all for 150 followers. I love you all so much, you’re so sweet and amazing and awesome. Even though this community is built around the unwell, I’ve met some of the nicest people on here, so just once more, thank you!
I live for ts ^
(Not my photo)
(Also they’re only ten calories?How??)
No way, I'm actually so mf done. Okay, so yesterday, I was hanging out with my friends, and they know that I’m insecure about my weight and stuff. Not about this and my ED or whatever, but they know to some extent. So I'm sitting there, and I pinch my friend as a joke, it’s a thing we do to each other every time we see a yellow car. I pinch her, and I was standing beside someone else. She yells at me, and I ask her how she knew it was me. She told me I have fat fingers. wtf? Yeah, then she proceeds to tell me that the girl next to me has skinny, small hands. I wanted to cry more than I ever have, I think. I think what kills me over everything else is that she knows I'm insecure. I've opened up to her. I honestly feel so sick.
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Guys wake up a new lw just dropped!
Things have been a bit hectic here lately, so I think I can manage a water fast hopefully!
I feel so gross, I need to cleanse myself somehow.
So, a couple of days ago, I weighed myself and was only two pounds away from my lw. But then this week happened, and I didn’t do so well. I’m genuinely terrified to get on that scale. I know I gained, but if I see it in front of my face, I swear I’ll break down. Ugh, I’m so sick of having no control, somebody please send help.
I think my dad might be catching on 😔
He’s been making me eat dinner and watching me?
Respect Yourself.
I am nothing if not envious.
I don’t drink, I don’t smoke, all I have is caffeine.
Between 500-600 not the worst day but could have been better if I didn’t have to eat dinner.🙃