Actually Npd - Blog Posts

one of my favorite hobbies is just thinking about myself i know its a litttttle bit cringe but i like to try psychoanalyse myself or notice things about myself i havent before i think everyone should try thinking about themselves more

Haiii for the NPD playlist thingy I think 'Brutus' by the Buttress is great ( heads up she might be a radfem tho so you can use local files instead ) also 'Super Soaked' and 'Black Hole' by Be Your Own Pet !!!!

( these are based off my npd experiences which are tainted by my bpd too so I get it if you think they dont fit )

Epic thank you <33

(I love Brutchress but I actually had no idea she may be radfem so thank you for telling me (・・;) <3)

Straight up narcing it. And by "it," let's just say, my personality.

who's up narcing their personality disorder - [etsy shop , still a wip!]

How to get attention no glue no borax

inside of you there are two wolves: one has a superiority complex and the other hates them self. you have npd

a cut that always bleeds

my Shayla 🫂💖💓💝💗

friendship so good we both can talk about such a problems or even be so comfortable to show each other

I have not seen an uglier flag than this

i do °❀⋆.ೃ࿔*:･

NPD is NPDing

"how are you feeling today?" gives me war flashbacks.

Fractured Fury

The world stands still, the air goes thin,

A silent void erupts within.

A crack inside, so sharp, so deep,

A wound that wakes but does not weep.

Then fire strikes—my veins ignite,

A raging storm, no end in sight.

My breath is smoke, my voice a blade,

A fury born, a war replayed.

I scream, I shake, the earth must hear,

A beast unleashed, too wild to steer.

The walls may break, the sky may fall,

Yet still, my rage outlives them all.

Then silence creeps, so cold, so vast,

A fragile peace that will not last.

The ashes glow, the embers hide,

But fire still burns beneath my pride.

- a little poem about how i feel about narcissistic injury and narcissistic rage :)

A midnight breeze whispers, sudden and cold,

tracing her thighs, with fingers sharp and bold.

little photo dump, because i genuinely look so beautiful aaa

@moonkissedlily love u bby <3

*trying to get help with something*

"weak, worthless, useless bitch"

*splits on myself*

Can someone please send me resources or links or anything at all to send it to people to prove that we should stop using "narcissistic abuse" as a term?????

NPD adjacent flag! This flag is left vague so one can use it whether they are sure they have NPD, or just display traits, or are questioning. This was made with people who have trouble pinpointing their neurodivergencies in mind and is NOT to be used by transid/transx supporters.

[ID: Three images.

The first image is a flag with ten equal horizontal stripes. In descending order, the stripes are red black, dark red, brick red, terracotta orange, carrot orange, yellow orange, bright yellow, white, bright lavender blue, and lavender blue. In the center of the flag is the outline of the narcissus flower colored red black. End First ID.

The second image is a flag with nine equal horizontal stripes. In descending order, the stripes are maroon, red orange, bright orange, bright yellow, pink white, light blue, light purple, flower purple, and plum purple. In the center of the flag is the outline of a narcissus flower colored dark purple. End second ID.

The third image is a flag with ten equal horizontal stripes. In descending order, the stripes are bright purple, bright magenta, bright red, bright orange, pastel orange, bright yellow, off white, white, pastel green, and tea green. In the center of the flag is the outline of a narcissus flower colored dark indigo purple. End third ID.]

[ID: A divider that consists of a thin white line with three stars on each side. End ID.]

Flags by me, with sampled colors from NPD flags created by @/npdsafe and @/acidkeylime. Requested by @loveasappho. Tagging @npd-archive.

Narcissus outline symbol from the noun project. Link: https://thenounproject.com/icon/narcissus-1276973/

Flags without symbols below the cut:

[ID: A divider that consists of a thin white line with three stars on each side. End ID.]

[ID: Three images.

The first image is a flag with ten equal horizontal stripes. In descending order, the stripes are red black, dark red, brick red, terracotta orange, carrot orange, yellow orange, bright yellow, white, bright lavender blue, and lavender blue. End first ID.

The second image is a flag with nine equal horizontal stripes. In descending order, the stripes are maroon, red orange, bright orange, bright yellow, pink white, light blue, light purple, flower purple, and plum purple. End second ID.

The third image is a flag with ten equal horizontal stripes. In descending order, the stripes are bright purple, bright magenta, bright red, bright orange, pastel orange, bright yellow, off white, white, pastel green, and tea green. End third ID.]

NPD flag colorpicked from Mars!

[ID: A flag with seven equal horizontal stripes. In descending order, the stripes are dark orange brown, dark plum red, chestnut red orange, sunny yellow orange, white, and misty blue grey. End ID.]

Flag by me, based on the flag by npd-safe. Tagging @npd-archive.

NPD + ASPD adjacent flag!

[plain text: NPD + ASPD adjacent flag! /end plain text]

After months, I am still on the rocks as to whether I have ASPD, or just display traits. Maybe there are some things we are never meant to know /ref /lyr /lh

So, I made this flag for NPD + ASPD and adjacent! It is general so it can be used by anyone who has either traits of NPD or ASPD or the disorders themselves.

[ID: Two images. The first image is a flag with nine equal horizontal stripes. In descending order, the stripes are dark blood red, berry red, pale brick red, orange, pale yellow, pale grey blue, lavender purple, dark blue, and purple brown. In the center of the flag, there is a white symbol. The symbol consists of an outline of a narcissus flower with the upside down scale ASPD symbol inside. The second image is a flag identical to the first, but lacking the symbol. End ID.]

Flag by me. Colors sampled from the NPD and ASPD awareness flags. Narcissus outline taken from The Noun Project.

Tagging @mad-pride.

Below the cut, I have included the transparent symbol, as well as CMYK versions of the flags! (If you(&) don't know what that means, it's basically the version of the flag in the colors that a printer would output.)

[ID: A white symbol. The symbol consists of an outline of a narcissus flower with the upside down scale ASPD symbol inside. End ID.]

[ID: Two images. Each image corresponds to one of the flags above. They are extremely similar, but there are slight differences in hue and saturation of some of the colors. End ID.]

Turian Variant Flags!

[plain text: Turian Variant Flags! /end plain text]

In order: Apothane, Narcilix, Narcilix (alt), Neoboy, NPD, Acefog, Arofog.

Flags by me. Colors sampled from @noxwithoutstars' acefog and arofog flags.

IDs below cut:

In order:

[ID: A flag with five equal horizontal stripes. In descending order, the stripes are brick orange, off white, grape purple, dark grape purple, and dark magenta. End ID.]

[ID: A flag with five equal horizontal stripes. In descending order, the stripes are dark berry red, icy blue, sky blue, desaturated purple, and black. End ID.]

[ID: A flag with five equal horizontal stripes. In descending order, the stripes are bright pink red, pastel yellow, sky blue, dark blue, and dark purple. End ID.]

[ID: A flag with five equal horizontal stripes. In descending order, the stripes are lavender purple, white, icy blue, ocean blue, and navy blue. End ID.]

[ID: A flag with five equal horizontal stripes. In descending order, the stripes are brick red, pale yellow, lavender blue, dark lavender blue, and dark purple. End ID.]

[ID: A flag with five equal horizontal stripes. In descending order, the stripes are bright purple, white, bright green, leaf green, and dark green. End ID.]

[ID: A flag with five equal horizontal stripes. In descending order, the stripes are olive green, pale yellow, bright orange, berry pink, and dark purple. End ID.]

Narc Varygirl (link) and Varyboy (link) flags, for Varygirls and Varyboys with NPD!

[ID: Two images. The first image is a flag with nine equal horizontal stripes. In descending order, the stripes are pastel blue, icy blue, ocean blue, grey purple, red maroon, red, bright red, pale orange, and pastel yellow. The second image is a flag with nine equal horizontal stripes. In descending order, the stripes are pastel yellow, pastel green, pastel blue, lavender blue, dark purple, dark maroon, maroon, red orange, and bright orange. End ID.]

Exclusive to those with NPD. Researched self diagnosis is valid!

Flag by me. Colors sampled from the Varygirl, Varyboy, and NPD awareness flags. Tagging @radiomogai, @npd-archive,and @revenant-coining.

Created an alternate flag for Narcilix (Link) because I wasn't happy with the old one! I wanted to make it more like the Anisolix flag. Feel free to use either one!

[ID: A flag with nine equal horizontal stripes. In descending order, the stripes are dull yellow, dull orange, red, deep red, black, blue grey, lavender grey, light blue grey, and blue white. End ID.]

Flag by me. Colors inspired by the Anisolix flag and NPD awareness flag. Tagging @npd-archive.

Loser Narc flag, for people with NPD who reclaim the term loser for themselves!

[ID: Two images. The first image is a flag with seven horizontal stripes. In descending order, there is a thick deep red stripe, a thin brick red stripe, a thin pale orange stripe, a thin pale yellow stripe, a thin lavender blue stripe, a thin purple blue stripe, and a thick dark grey stripe. The second image is a flag with seven equal horizontal stripes. In descending order, the stripes are deep red, brick red, pale orange, pale yellow, lavender blue, purple blue, and dark grey. End ID.]

Exclusive to those with NPD! Researched self diagnosis is valid.

Flag by me. Colors inspired by the NPD awareness flag.

Tagging @losingender and @npd-archive.

Aponarc - a term for when your Apothane (link) identity is somehow influenced by or connected to your NPD!

Exclusive to those with NPD. Researched self diagnosis is valid.

[ID: Two images. The first image is a flag with eight equal horizontal stripes. In descending order, the stripes are lavender purple, dusty lavender purple, off white, pale yellow, pale orange, wine red, dark blue grey, and off black. In the center of the flag, there is a black symbol. The symbol consists of the outline of a narcissus flower with a spiral inside. The second image is a flag that is the same as the first one, but there is no symbol. End ID.]

Additional note: not to be confused with Apothenarc (link), a neurogender coined by @a-quilted-milky-way.

Flag made by me, using colors from the Apothane flag and NPDsafe's NPD flag (link). Symbol put together by me using two images from The Noun Project (link).

Tagging @radiomogai.

Flag with white symbol and transparent symbols below the cut:

[ID: a flag with eight equal horizontal stripes. In descending order, the stripes are lavender purple, dusty lavender purple, off white, pale yellow, pale orange, wine red, dark blue grey, and off black. In the center of the flag, there is a white symbol. The symbol consists of the outline of a narcissus flower with a spiral inside. End ID.]

[ID: Two images. Both images are the aponarc symbol: the outline of the narcissus flower with a spiral inside. The first image is in black and the second image is in white. End ID.]

[ID: The aponarc symbol; the outline of a narcissus flower with a spiral inside. It is colored in six horizontal stripes. In descending order, the stripes are pale lavender purple, off white, pale yellow, pale orange, wine red, and dark blue grey. End ID.]

I actually made the flag colored symbol by accident; I cropped the image using the magic wand tool intending to make a perfectly square image, and accidentally cropped out parts of the flag as well, creating the effect of alpha inheritance. Because of the symbol's position on the flag, it does not have all the colors, but if anyone is interested, I can make a more polished version of the flag colored symbol!

Narcilix - an NPD experience in which your NPD affects how you show affection, social bonds, love, compassion, and/or care in general. It may feel dull, inconsistent, or otherwise different from how those without NPD experience these things, and may cause issues in forming relationships or bonds. May or may not be part of the user's orientation and/or considered aspec.

This was coined to serve as an NPD version of Anisolix (link).

[ID: A flag with nine equal horizontal stripes. In descending order, the stripes are pale yellow, sunny orange, red orange, brick red, dark purple grey, stormy blue grey, blue grey, light blue grey, and light blue. End ID.]

Flag by me. Colors sampled from the NPD awareness flag by @/npdsafe. Inspired by the anisolix flag.

ADHD, ASPD, Autism and NPD combo flags!

[ID: Two images. The first image is a flag with seven equal horizontal stripes. In descending order, the stripes are black, desaturated red, yellow, white, sky blue, bright pink, and grape purple. The second image is a flag with twelve equal horizontal stripes. In descending order, the stripes are black, desaturated red, salmon orange, yellow, white, sky blue, lavender purple, dark blue, smoky black, grape purple, light maroon pink, and bright pink. End ID.]

Tagging @mad-pride and @radiomogai

Alternarc - a flag for those whose NPD influences their alterhuman identity, or vice versa

Exclusive to those with NPD (researched self diagnosis is valid) and who are alterhuman! Coined with godkin in mind but any alterhuman with NPD may use!

I coined this because I suspect I may have NPD! I'm going to do more research and I won't use this label for myself yet, and even if I figure out I don't have it, I want all beings with personality disorders to feel safe and welcome on my blog <3

[ID: Two images. The first one is a flag with seven equal horizontal stripes. In descending order, the stripes are black, bright red, pale yellow, white, blue mint, lavender purple, and dark purple. The second one is a flag with ten equal horizontal stripes. In descending order, the stripes are black, red brown, bright red, orange, pale yellow, white, blue mint, lavender purple, grape purple, and dark purple. End ID.]