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Sigma: I wanted one thing in life. A place to call home. Instead I’m forced to live with a pigeon and his pet anemic rat.
Nikolai: You forgot the anemic rat is immortal.
Fyodor: The devil has a restraining order against me I guess.
Nikolai is the type to own a furby and just skin the bastard. Why? Because he wanted to. He would then leave the skinless monstrosity in someone’s room. (Probably Sigma’s) and just watch the poor victim panic as the furby begins speaking in a demonic voice.
Sigma: Fyodor what are you and Nikolai doing when I’m working?!
Fyodor: What is it now Sigma?
Sigma: Nikolai just jumped me and I tried to get him off.
Fyodor: Nikolai was happy to see you. Why is it my fault?
Sigma: I pulled his braid on accident and he moaned… your name.
Fyodor: Have you gotten the talk yet?
Sigma: I lost Nikolai
Fyodor: He’s probably off thinking about how to kill me or is tormenting some innocent bystander.
Sigma: We need him on a leash.
Fyodor: He will use his ability to escape it or enjoy it too much.
Sigma: Probably enjoy being leashed if you’re holding it.
Nikolai: Don’t kink shame me
Sigma: *screams*
Sigma: Nikolai. Your lover is immortal and you only reincarnate when they stop thinking about you. One day you die and reincarnate. What is your first thought?
Nikolai: You forgot me Fedya?
Fyodor: why did you immediately assume I am your immortal lover?
Nikolai: *cuddling Sigma* this is the first time I got to be intimate with someone that didn’t run away from me. Even Dostoy has escaped my advances.
Sigma: UNTIE ME RIGHT NOW NIKOLAI!
Nikolai: Shush. You’re ruining the moment.
Sigma: Fyodor wants me to inform you, he does not want bloodshed inside the base.
Nikolai: Yes but did he say anything about outside?
Fyodor: I am a man of benevolence.
Sigma: *backs away*
Fyodor: What are you doing?
Sigma: Getting as far away from you as I can before you get smote…
Dazai: *Flirting with Sigma* You still a virgin?
Sigma: Does me getting fucked over by life count as sex?
Nikolai: I’m a lovable person. I’m great to be around. People say I light up their life.
Sigma: *in the other room* WHY IS THE KITCHEN ON FIRE?!
Person: Does your terrorist organization have an HR?
Sigma: We have an entire HR department for one man.
Nikolai: ….Is this because of last night?
I’ve been busy making a bracelet for Sigma. My wrist smaller than 7 inches but I am happy
1. Identifying BSD characters as Queer, is not problematic. STOP being so Heteronormative. Gay characters are not gonna kill you.
If I see another "BuT tHe ChArAcTeRs nEvEr SaId tHeY aRe GaY" I would bomb you 💣/j
2. Skk/SSKK/Fyolai/other popular ships, exist because people like it. If you don't ship them, don't engage with their content. Not all shippers act crazy and toxic. Stop blaming everything on shippers.
3. Atsushi/Kyouka is problematic, stop justifying it with "only 4 year age gap". Kyouka is a CHILD, ship her with Kenji if you want. Atsushi, like a normal 18 year old would never look at a highschool freshman and date her. Even if they date in the future, he knew her when she was younger and they had a sibling like dynamic. Lucy is a way better love interest to Atsushi (Don't know if this is an unpopular opinion tho, but I saw some people justifying it 😐😐😐)
4. DAZAI IS NOT EVIL. HE IS FAR FROM EVIL. He is, despite being super popular and the face of BSD, the most mischaracterized and villified character. Morally grey characters exist??!!!
5. Mori is a way worse person than Dazai ever was.
6. PM members get a free pass for any heinous crime they commit by being hot or babygirl-ified (still love them tho, we do not often discuss how bad their actions have been, you can like criminals and acknowledge they are criminals in fiction. I would add DoA to this too, but it's worse with the PM)
7. Akutagawa's abuse of Kyouka shouldn't be forgotten just because Dazai abused Akutagawa.
8. Mori emotionally manipulated and abused Dazai when he was a teen. Just because it wasn't physical, doesn't mean it was nothing.
9. Atsushi is NOT a soft boy, he is way bitter, salty and sarcastic than we give him credit
10. Poe is important to Ranpo and their friendship/relationship is wholesome as hell
11. Ranpo and Yosano's friendship is way better than them being in a relationship in the future
12. FukuFuku is better than Fukumori (imo!!!!)
13. Buying real authors work after watching BSD is actually a really good thing, since more Gen z kids (or other people) will read classics
14. There are layers to Atsushi and Akutagawa relationship/rivalry, and they have the MOST important relationship (not meaning romantic, just in general) in the entire canon.
15. Kunikida and Yosano could be a power couple
16. Fyodor is not a great villain (yet)
17. Nikolai CARRIES the DoA
18. Sigma shouldn't be in the ADA, he needs a happy home, family and some time to adjust to normal life
19. Q and Elise are both underused characters and could become a great dynamic
20. Ango deserves more love, the amount of pressure and stress he deals with is INSANE
21. It's OKAY if everyone joins the fandom for Dazai or skk (I did at first too!!)
22. Higuchi is annoying as hell. I do not get her hype, I like her but not as much as most people (just personal opinion, do not flame me 😭)
23. Everyone in The Guild is forgettable or boring (except Fitzgerald, Poe and Lucy. I like Louisa, but I forget her all the time)
24. Hetero ships are just not that great/interesting in BSD to me 🤷🏻♀️ (except maybe AtsuLucy or rare pairs) and female characters are not best utilised, I wish they play more major roles (can't wait for Agatha to arrive!!)
25. Some fan theories/arts get the story better than "canon" stuff at times. Fanon is NOT always the worst (sometimes enjoyable when the canon gets too dark or sad)
26. Toxic ships are okay in fiction as long as they are legal. Humans like toxic things, we consume it like junk food 💅🏻
(These are all personal opinions of mine and do not matter. Feel free to disagree. But, do not hate or be toxic!!!! 😇😇😇😇)
(PS: I compiled all these because of posts I have seen in, Reddit, Pinterest, Twitter and sometimes Tiktok. These aren't really abt you Tumblr folks. I meant to post this on reddit but did not have the courage or mental strength lol)
*Dazai, Chuuya and Sigma on their way back to Japan*
Chuuya: what the fuck were you doing with that anemic son of bitch? Can't you stop flirting with ANYONE you see for five minutes?
Dazai, gasping: how could I ever cheat on you? I would never do that, I was only entertaining him for our plan to work~
Chuuya: AND WHY WERE YOU CONFESSING YOUR LOVE TO ME? THAT'S DISGUSTING. THAT'S SICK
Dazai: Chuuya....we are literally in a relationship
Chuuya: I never said I took you back since you left!
Dazai: then why do you get mad when I flirt with other people?
Chuuya: I feel bad for them. I pity them for dealing with you!!!
Dazai: you are breaking my heart right now Chuuya, have a little mercy~
Sigma, in a corner fiddling with his fingers: I wish I was still unconscious....
⚠️ SPOILERS CHAPTER 113 ⚠️
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WTF DID I JUST READ? WHAT WAS THAT!
Let me just organise my thoughts:
The old men Yaoi was expected but it still killed me
The last panel was so chilling and traumatic with Aya's cheerful words and Fukuzawa's expression 😭
Why wasn't Fukuzawa holding Fukuchi in his arms????
SIGMA IS ALIVVVEE
WHERE IS NIKOLAI? Did he go to bury Fyodor's hand or smtg?
FYODOR AND BRAM HAVE HISTORY
So that MF is immortal or really really old or smtg
There's NO way an immortal being like Fyodor dies by a helicopter falling on him!
Before dying (allegedly) Fyodor had mentioned "that man" as his rival before Dazai, could it be Bram? 🤔
Bram serving as usual 💅
Sigma looked like Sleeping Beauty (maybe you should have kissed the Princess instead of throwing him down 15 times Chuuya 🙄)
Fyodor has more Jesus allegories
Dazai wasn't in Fukuzawa's thoughts about the ADA..... maybe he is going to transfer to PM and the reason Chuuya was sent to rescue him was because they were going back to Mori together
NO AKUTAGAWA UPDATE (come on this was his birthday week 🥺)
CHUUYA LOST HIS VAMPIRE TEETH AHHH
WTF IS FYODOR? WTH IS GOING ON WITH HIM
I have so many more thoughts but mostly-----I really want to track down Asagiri to ask him wtf is going on here
I can't understand anything
I'll go and watch some yt shorts
This is all too much for my brain to process (I understand Sigma now)
This is gonna be controversial 😅....... anyways~~~
I don't really like to use the word "queer". But for the purposes of the poll that would be used (I am not meaning to be offensive!)
I was really curious as to what people think about this since almost half of the posts I see are about the gay stuff in BSD (most of which are really good posts). The shipping is also mostly leaning towards m/m and w/w (and I am a multi-shippers)
So I wondered what the actual fuck is going on? What do you people think about it? I am not long enough here to form an opinion so I wouldn't state mine.
What is it that makes bsd so.......gay?
(I know about Rimlaine being an actual couple. Nikolai and Ranpo I heard are also gay. I know irl Dazai had a crush on a boy and other BSD authors having questionable sexualities. But this poll is ONLY about BSD anime, manga etc. And not concerning the real life authors)
(Also Q is referred to as they/them and are non-binary with no one knowing their gender. I am pretty sure Higuchi says something about that in Wan)
I came into the BSD fandom this year and.....jeez it was a wild ride. I don't know if I came at the worst of times or the best of times. I used to find it hard to believe that so many ships can exist but now here I am, becoming a multi-shipper (props to Dazai being a man-whore)
I just realised the lack of female characters right now.....anyways (Also where are my Hetero ships? Love Atsushi and Lucy but other than that? Ranpo x Yosano is also cute but it's....not enough)
Ranpoe is not included because they are happy together and married (not tragic).
Kousano is not included because they don't interact much (at all? I don't remember)
Other rare pairs or more normal (?) ships are not included
These are the most popular pairs that I could think of that are also tragic.....all of them are tragic tbh (I included HiguGin cuz I wanted at least one ship that wasn't m/m)
I am a newbie so....I am not looking for any fights 😅, just the opinions on the bsd fandom.
(ps: Had a small mistake. It's Sigzai NOT Siglai, I guess it's autocorrected)
(pss: I forgot Hawmitch, which is the only straight tragic ship I could think of now! Srry!)
(psss: Odazai for me is in the tragic platonic pairs so I didn't add it! Although it's a ship that makes sense, I like it in the platonic way)
"Corruption is a curse. You must never invoke it upon yourself."
Chuuya had taken Fyodor's words to heart many years ago, holding the idea in with his hands folded carefully over his mouth. It was an idea that guided him, to be wary of his own ability and to trust the knowledge of those superior to him.
Yet after years of placing all of his trust within the hands of the Decay of Angels, everything changes.
[AO3 link + more below the cut]
Hello! This is a fanfic project I've been planning for quite a long while, and chapter one has finally been finished! I posted it on accident (oops), but I think it worked out well.
I'll probably be posting an insane amount for this AU, if it makes up for my blog being entirely dead.
Essentially, Chuuya is a member of the DOA and goes through some shit. I hope you enjoy reading it enough to justify how I've been brainrotting over this 😭 it was all I could think about for a while.
Link to the fanfic:
https://archiveofourown.org/works/60477142/chapters/154386109
sigma is very alone on valentine's :( would YOU like to be his date?
plans changed I decided to finish this instead of studying :D
sigma my beloved (wtf is up with the quality)
chat remember that one sigma x reader i was gonna write? what if I perhaps maybe perchance include smut in it.......