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I didn't had the time to make something better but HAPPY BDAY BB I LOVE YOU MWAH 🫶🫶🫶
Also happy bday to the manwhore Ango(I love him he's so babygirl)
I need to draw Ango more frfr office siren save me
hmmmmm
i feel like animating the bar lupin trio. do you guys have any song recs? some of my ideas include you’re one of them aren’t you? by the pAper chAse. and yeah. that’s about it cuz that song is chewing on my frontal lobe rn.
Someone: you can't hear the pictures
Pictures:
Ango: *filming*
Dazai:
Oda:
i hold your head deep in my arms // dazai & ango sickfic drabble
originally posted on 7th jun 2024
warning for non-graphic vomiting
read on ao3! / 928 words
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dazai is sixteen, slumped over the toilet in the cramped bathroom of bar lupin. the light above his head flickers in a seemingly random way; combined with how much whiskey he had, it makes for an unsettling, almost ethereal experience.
his throat and nose burn. he’s barely eaten today, but his stomach is keen on removing every last drop of alcohol until he’s shivering and barely able to hold himself up.
his body crumples against the bathroom wall as if his head were a massive paperweight, barely having the sense to wipe his mouth with a clammy hand.
he thinks he’ll just fall asleep here. the poor soul tasked with closing the bar will find him eventually. kick him out. then he’ll stumble home, alone.
at first he thinks he’s hallucinating when a warm hand presses into his upper back, too drunk to tell left from right.
“are you done?” comes a quiet, hesitant voice. ango, dazai registers. ango has seen him like this before, only once or twice, though. he later explained that oda thought ango to be more of a comforting presence, so he’d always send ango to check on dazai instead.
dazai shrugs, unmoving. his eyes are shut, his breaths coming in soft pants.
ango frowns. he opens his mouth to say something else when, of course, dazai gags again. ango’s arm darts out to redirect dazai’s head back over to the toilet, the rest of his body soon following suit.
he throws up again. and again.
ango’s whole arm wraps around dazai’s smaller body, mostly to hold him upright, but also for an attempt at comfort. he doesn’t say anything. his own body is starting to droop sideways, as holding someone else up while tipsy is far from easy. ango only turns his head away and waits.
soon, there’s a break in the retching, and ango glances over again. he finds dazai trembling now, white-knuckling the edges of the toilet, saliva dripping from his lips. ango’s heart nearly stops.
he looks so tiny.
his hand moves on some instinct, brushing dazai’s dark, unkempt hair out of his face. he can’t read dazai’s expression thanks to the bandage over his eye, but he can guess at it.
and then dazai heaves again.
ango clicks his tongue, maneuvers himself so he can better hold dazai, then stops as he hears something else. a high-pitched, quiet sound that ango could have easily mistaken for a rat. his chest twists again.
dazai is only dry-heaving now, but he still looks to be in pain with every movement. his trembling is only worsening. then, just as ango brings a hand to his back, he hears dazai murmuring. “no more...”
ango had vowed to stay silent, not wanting to upset a drunk higher-up, but his mouth moves before his brain can catch up.
“it’s alright,” he mumbles. the hand on dazai’s back rubs in tiny circles. “you’re almost done.”
“it hurts...” dazai trails off into another weak gag. it sounds like he can’t get a deep breath in.
ango’s stomach drops as dazai progressively becomes more pathetic. he’s seen him be ill, but he’s also seen him laugh it off afterwards before promptly heading home for the night. ango didn’t even think dazai had it in him to be so… pitiful. his heart genuinely twists at the sight.
“i… i know it hurts.” a rather stupid thing to say, ango thinks, but whatever. “try and breathe for a moment.”
it takes him a few tries, but dazai slowly starts to calm down. he can hardly pull his head out of the toilet before immediately sagging against ango with his entire weight.
it’s warm. dazai can’t help but loosely wrap his arms around ango’s waist, burying his face into his chest.
oddly enough, ango had never really thought about dazai’s age too much. he was a mafia member and friends with oda somehow, and that’s what mattered to him. he didn’t need to know any more than that.
yet now, with slow arms coming to hold dazai’s shivering, thin, cold body, ango truly understands. this is a child.
“i’m here,” ango murmurs, holding dazai against him. he wants to warm him up at least a little bit before they leave.
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dazai’s memory of this is fuzzy in the first place, but he can really hardly remember what happened afterwards. he thinks ango took him home that night, unsatisfied with letting him wander back to his shipping container alone.
the one thing he does remember is how it felt to share a bed with ango. the way dazai curled up against ango’s chest, ango’s warm, soothing hand in his hair. how warm dazai felt.
now, dazai is twenty-two. his phone buzzes for the fifth time in ten minutes; he knows it’s kunikida. he’s late for work.
dazai pulls his head out of the toilet bowl, leaning back against the wall with shaky limbs. his stomach is screaming at him.
in his delirium, he mistakes atsushi’s number for kunikida’s and punches out a short message, then tosses his phone aside.
he can’t walk. he knows he’ll throw up again, so he might as well stay in the bathroom. it isn’t like he’s planning to do anything else today.
he blinks wearily, eyes heavy with exhaustion as he stares at the tile. and just as he shuts his eyes, he hears that low, gentle voice.
it’s alright.
dazai smiles a little. he grabs a towel from the floor, wraps himself in it and curls up on the tile. he’s warm from fever.
i’m here.
I would like to make my contribution to the Chuuya has reading glasses headcanon:
Chuuya calls Ango "Doc glasses." This started when he just got reading glasses, and was insensitive about needing them.
But one day, there's a joined meeting between the division and Ango sees Chuuya with reading glasses—
He opens his mouth to speak. Chuuya sees him, realizes the situation, and before Ango can attempt to tell him that he no longer has the right to call him "Doc glasses," Chuuya very calmly looks down at what he's reading, glasses remaining, and says, "if you make one single comment, then you won't need glasses anymore." He looked Ango in the eyes. "Ever again. Got it, Doc Glasses?"
Ango has enough self-preservation to agree. And thus, the nickname remained.
UGH I MISS THEM SO MUCH-
(Image if from one of the omakes, taking place when Atsushi was going up with Lucy and Kyouka to the sky casino)
Ango is the type of guy to look at an organization, ask “is anybody gonna betray that” and not wait for an answer.
Dazai hitting the griddy
Ango: The horrible things you do are starting to make me believe you are the spawn of the devil, Dazai.
Dazai: I mean there was that time I got itchy near a crucifix…
Ango:….
Oda: That was when you had bed bugs.
(nope I am gonna ignore the new chapter 116, didn't see it, totally)
These are some other ships I found (mostly from shipping fandom)
Special mention to Ranpo x Yosano, I do not ship them and only consider them platonic (Kunisano is better for me!) and Akuhigu which I also don't ship because I seriously don't see it at all, although I still consider it underrated.
I tried to add ships here that I personally consider underrated which means it's a completely subjective opinion/choices!
Any other ships you like, you can comment down!!!
Ps: THANK YOU GUYS FOR MAKING DANPO WIN I LOVE THIS FANDOM
Dazai, slamming his glass: why doesn't he love me, dammit!
Oda: maybe you should calm down a little; following him around and spying on him would come off as creepy to him.
Ango, massaging his temples: I have no idea how you haven't gotten arrested for spying!
Dazai: maybe because we are fucking criminals that work in the Mafia, Ango? I don't think Chuuya would report ME to the police of all people....
Oda: what if he reports you to the boss?
Dazai: the boss is the one who gave me the idea of spying on Chuuya to get his attention! He has been helping me all along!
Oda:......
Ango: that sounds like him.
*Meanwhile*
Chuuya: that idiot mackerel has been following me around for a week! Can you stop him?
Mori: interesting, have you thought of giving in and going out with him?
Chuuya: of course no----wait a minute! THAT'S your question? Shouldn't you stop that crazy ass behaviour?
Mori: I have decided to send you two on a joint mission to Hawaii....for a month.
Chuuya: huh? What will we do there? Have a honeymoon?
Mori:....
Chuuya: NOOOOO
*1:00 Am, Lupin Bar, Dark Era*
Dazai: are blind dates made for blind people?~
Oda:.......*stare*
Ango: of course not, Dazai. You know that already! It's for people who meet up without seeing or knowing each other
Dazai: is a group date considered an orgy?~
Oda:........*stare*
Ango: WTF. No. Why are you asking that? How much have you drunk?
Dazai: what about host clubs, are they a front for prosti---
Ango:-----not another word. What is wrong with you kid?
Oda:.........*stare*
Dazai: I thought I could ask you for romantic advice and some knowledge on the adult world~
Ango: these are not questions about romantic advice. Why are you asking us about it? And Oda are you gonna say anything or are you too drunk to?
Oda, dozing off:........
Dazai: I asked you two because you two are dating, right! Who else would I ask, except a couple in love~
Ango: WE ARE NOT DATING
Oda, opening his eyes:.........*stare*
Ango, massaging his temples: Oda don't stare at me like that and Dazai for the love of God stop laughing!!!!!
I came into the BSD fandom this year and.....jeez it was a wild ride. I don't know if I came at the worst of times or the best of times. I used to find it hard to believe that so many ships can exist but now here I am, becoming a multi-shipper (props to Dazai being a man-whore)
I just realised the lack of female characters right now.....anyways (Also where are my Hetero ships? Love Atsushi and Lucy but other than that? Ranpo x Yosano is also cute but it's....not enough)
Ranpoe is not included because they are happy together and married (not tragic).
Kousano is not included because they don't interact much (at all? I don't remember)
Other rare pairs or more normal (?) ships are not included
These are the most popular pairs that I could think of that are also tragic.....all of them are tragic tbh (I included HiguGin cuz I wanted at least one ship that wasn't m/m)
I am a newbie so....I am not looking for any fights 😅, just the opinions on the bsd fandom.
(ps: Had a small mistake. It's Sigzai NOT Siglai, I guess it's autocorrected)
(pss: I forgot Hawmitch, which is the only straight tragic ship I could think of now! Srry!)
(psss: Odazai for me is in the tragic platonic pairs so I didn't add it! Although it's a ship that makes sense, I like it in the platonic way)
Happy birthday to two of my favorite government spies in the port mafia!! (That i can't believe that share the same birthday)
bsd x mha doodles!!! ^^
Currently just uploading some of my old pieces here, i hope yall dont mind :)
And then they went back home and watched a movie or something
But when he walks in,
I am loved, I am loved
Sometimes, you have to let things go in order to move on.
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This was mad gay
Hi! Some silly bungou stray dogs sketches I did in class today (I'm finally in season 2 yay!!) I'm loving this anime sooooo much AHH :3c
HES THE SIZE OF MY PINKY NAIL
Officially my smallest work to date 🥹
