Latest Posts by jaxr3l - Page 2
Open up the door. Can you open up the door ?
What i want so badly is my nose to be perfect, beautiful skin(face)(no acne), very boney skinny, naturally blonde white hair, blue eyes, long nails, soft pale white skin, top surgery and a beautiful male soft voice
I've always wanted to live or go to Japan they have moving trains i would have loved to jump in, you know. Btw it is a very nice place to see someday
Just thinking about my death is so... mortifying. Thinking about getting hit by a train is so... so difficult. Jumping off a cliff is scary but yet all a slow painful deaths. I can imagine my whimpers in pain. Idk #vent
I so badly want a thigh gap the widest thigh gap AHHHHHHH #vent
I know it's wrong, but it feels so right
Don't you just hate when your family talks shit about you even tho you never seen them nor talk to them sense you were born, like I'm sorry I never did anything but exist, sorry if my existence bothers you that much ill just try to kms or something to get out of your way ig. Tbh I don't even want to be here so.
One thing that is unique and what you prolly didn't know about me is i have naturally elf ears ♡
ALMOST THERE!!! #anorexia
I felt pretty...💙
I so bad wish I was on hormones/testosterone. I want that beautiful male voice i hate staying quiet and trying to deepen my voice i hate this voice i want a adams apple to show my neck off. I hate living in this fantasy that I am, I hate taking medication that makes me think it's testosterone. I hate cutting my chest/genitalia and trying to sew it. I hate crying myself to sleep every night hoping i die and be the boy i am in heaven or somewhere else. I truly hate myself. #vent
HEHEHE
OH MY FUUUCCCKKK I WANT NOSE SURGERY SO BAD WHY CANT I JUST GET WHAT I NEED?! #vent
Literally my biggest goal on my body is eugenia cooneys body I want so badly. It's my biggest goal I have to work on so hard to get that body😭
Sorry to vent again! I'm sorry
What hurts to is that I planned a family with them but now it's gone. I will need time to heal but I kinda need a guide and some sort of motivation to help me move forward and to have a better relationship with that person. 4/8/24
#help
Never thought that I would be this hurt. I think we broke up, I just didn't think that they would do this to me in a most painful way. I really did love them I really do it does hurt. Now I have no friends at all it would still be nice to at least have a stranger comfort me for a second. Tho I will remember them for the good times and happiness. It hurts but I wanted to say thank you. Thank you❤️
4/8/24
They
Don't
Love
You
.
I see you online. Those messages I sent never seen for hours, days. I get that your busy. But being online for hours and don't have a chance to talk to me?
You don't get it, you just don't get it.
It's prolly because you are cooler then me
I can try but I can never do right, in my mind it's just so hard to stay attach to this world.
I feel stupid
Isn't it nice to not b alone
Roxanne wolf #securitybreach #Roxannewolf #fivenightsatfreddys
Im on the cold floor
She's gonna harm me I know she's gonna harm me <3
Vamp 🧛♂️🦇