Filter: Die

Text messages.
First: Do you love me?
Second: Your not giving me as much attention now
Third: Guess ill go die

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More Posts from Pienyami and Others

pienyami

1 week ago

so much internet angels in this community yet not a single one has saved me..!!!

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pienyami

1 month ago

Notes.
Im so sleep deprived that my eyebags r real deep. very visible lines n colors

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who needs aegyo makeup when u have eyebags semi joke ofc

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pienyami

1 month ago

Notes.
relapsing tomorrow! (is it really relapsing when u werent trying
to recover in the first place.) might post pics cuz im tired
of everything!!!!!!!

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pienyami

1 month ago

Text messages.
First: Can you cvt my skin with a knife?
Second: Carving cute patterns...
Third: Then stab me in the heart. While holding me close...~ <3

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pienyami

1 week ago

What life would you have? I mean, what kind of future do you want, the one where you actually live and are happy. What makes you happy? I'm kinda interested in what you'll say. I have no idea what you will say.

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im not really interested in a future where ill be "happy" or some dream come true of a reality. i dont want anything to do with life. i want. to die.

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ask

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pienyami

1 month ago

Me when they start the sentence with "my" when they refer to me

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rb never me but if it did happen

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pienyami

1 month ago

Text messages.
First: Please dont leave me...
Second: Otherwise ill leave the world

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pienyami

1 month ago

i wanna decorate my wrists and forearms with beautiful scars, so everyone can see them and admire how pretty i look with them... but for some reason i live in a world where barely anyone views them like that?? weirdos

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rb scars r so pretty!! normies just cant grasp such a thing.

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pienyami

1 month ago

I don't know who needs to hear it but

you don't have autism because you like "weird and silly things"

you don't have maladaptive daydreaming because you create fake scenarios

you don't have adhd because you're energetic

you don't have bpd because you have mood swings

you don't have npd because you have a big ego

you're not bipolar because you change your mind often