every year i reach new lows and wish i killed myself earlier
prettty girl
thank youuuuu smmm <3
C@rving their name into my thigh >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
some people who don't sh are so sensitive about the topic. İt's annoying
my man said he’s proud of me for not cvtting and said even if i do it’s okay because i’m trying but i reallyyyy don’t know what to do, i haven’t in a few days since i carved his name but i really want to, the urges are so strong but he’s gonna ask me why and a bunch of other shit (he’s studying psychology so he’s always on my ass” WHAT DO I DOOOO
what do you use for $h? (like razor blades, glass, ect)
i use the blades from razors, i think they work the best. i don’t use a specific brand or anything just what’s there yk
the dread i feel when someone asks to catch up but i havent hung out with them in so long bc of my depression that it feels like im breaking the law </3
Used to be scared of seeing Bean pics but now I find them so pretty
Someone please tell me this isn’t an original experience.. do you ever get so insanely infatuated with someone (who you don’t necessarily know super well/like that much) that you crave validation from this person to the point that if they look at you wrong or say one wrong thing you convince yourself they hate you and start deeply hating them and any little thing they say can send you into a mental breakdown ?? No just me?? Ok.
i wanna decorate my wrists and forearms with beautiful scars, so everyone can see them and admire how pretty i look with them... but for some reason i live in a world where barely anyone views them like that?? weirdos