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Daylight saving time can crawl into a hole and die ❤️
Like it’s only 5:30 and it’s p i t c h b l a c k
Considering the fact that it already promotes huge increases in depression, and that fact that it’s no longer needed, I don’t know why we even have it anymore
Like, I like the sun and the clouds and the daytime and then it’s like BOOM and I only have like an hour of outside time on school nights
And it sucks
so yesterday i fell down the oguri shun being a cheating piece of shit rabbithole and wow..! i wish i stayed curious because now i dont want ren to return unless they recast.. i get ‘separate the actor from the character’ which i promise im trying to do but.. cheating on ur wife while shes pregnant MULTIPLE TIMES! is vile and i dont see enough ppl talk ab it 💀 it doesnt help he has daughters, i js dont get how one can put a woman through that knowing theres a chance it could happen to their daughters
People need to realize that shifting is personal journey, cause why do you care about how others chose to shift, or where they want to go. A lot of our choices based on OUR lives, and who are you to judge. So take that energy use it to go shift.
A little PSA to the numskulls at my school if you see me on the ramp or waiting near the ramp STOP WALKING ON THE RAMP YOU CAN USE THE STAIRS I CANT!!! I will f*cking run you over
Overload...
One of the best things about college to me is just showing up early to get a good seat away from people and pick where I sit. I love being able to sit away from the flickering bright white lights that loom over the students, yet being able to sit away from windows and distractions that might interfere with my studies. With all these great things soon comes misery though...the seat I pick always ends up having someone trying to sit near me so I have to set my backpack on the chair next to me and sit in the corner if possible. I fear people might think I'm rude, but the noises of others clicking away on computers, talking to their neighbors, smells, and any small noises or motions they make just tend to bother my sensory issues. I have severe sensory issues due to my autism and sensory processing disorder so I go into a meltdown almost every time I show up to class. I love school and learning as it's my special interest and always has been. The ability for me to expand my knowledge in any way possible makes me happy and want to flap my hands around. I just wish people were more considerate and I didn't have to wear headphones just to exist in normal environments. School is great, yet extremely hard and I always miss classes sometimes. I tried online school, but it's hard for me to focus and stay attentive in class. I'd rather sleep through it instead which is a huge issue. I don't know, I just feel as if I need to let out some of my issues and get them off my chest in order to sit through this next class. Sorry if I come off as rude, I don't mean to. I just am struggling so much lately to just exist. I want to curl up in a ball and hide away from society until people acknowledge that those with disabilities can and will be in professional settings too so we need to make things to accommodate them.
As a Christian, I don't understand why so many Christians these days are so hateful and judgemental. Our religion is literally a religion of love, Jesus does NOT approve of your violent hatred for everyone and everything that doesn't fit in with what you believe to be normal. They're giving ACTUAL Christians that show love like they're supposed to a bad name and for what? I'm so tired of this shit. Jesus HIMSELF sat and ate with sinners without judgement, what makes you special??? I cannot do this anymore.
Normalize going to [sample sport] classes to learn [sample sport] without wanting to talk to anyone. If I go to [Tennis], it's because I want to learn to play [Tennis], not to hear a kid whine about having to do anything and try to talk to me about why I sent the ball so far. "Poor ball, what did it do to you? F for the ball!! F for the ball!! F in chat for the ball!!! Oh, why did you hit the poor ball so hard? It fell under that car, haha!! Calm down! That ball didn't do anything to you!!" Shut. Up. I'm not talking to you, not now, not ever. Lord forbid the coach from even pairing us together. I'm having violent impulses and the desire to run in one of those hamster wheels for the rest of my life.
I am all kinds of fucked up on coffee, like my eyes look at shit but they don’t see shit. Standing also sucks, my legs feel like that gif from the post about how it feels when you hit your funny bone, or ulnar nerve or whatever. Also wean. Need to make food or something but standing is a challenge man. Body ain’t having that shit. I shouldn’t drink twos cups again anxiety is through the roof man, a guy walked past my apartment building and stared at me the whole time he could see me, not having that shit. Nother guy was walking towards my building to go past it but he was walk towards our screen door area and I was trying to say to my mam that I was not happy with the fact she had the screens wide open (not that them being closed would do shit) but she was not hearing me until he was much closer and by that point even saying things bout it felt like he could hear me and when I brought up the other guy ma was like ‘oh he was just entranced by how gorgeous you wet’ which I know, but dude, not helping I’m paranoid right now and that freaks me out. I need food but my sister isn’t going to spend tome in the kitchen and I can’t stand also my little punk dog got into my popcorn while I was on the back porch and spread it everywhere so that he could get to the cheese in the bottom of the bowl and he went into the trash and scattered it so I had to clean that but I payed on the floor for like five minutes before finnishing it. I gotta eat something. I’m going now. If anyone reads this I hope it’s slightly coherent.
What do you do when your friend sudden seems to hate you?
For the last month, the person i consider my best friend has been ignoring my texts, dms and when i saw them today they brushed me off.
I don’t know if i did something wrong or if they’re going through something and just can’t talk but all context clues tell me that I’ve been blocked.
I miss them, id do anything for them, and i love them dearly.
But idk how to fix this.
i started rewatching ouran hshc today, then i went to read some tamaki headcanons, then i realised he is, more often than not, represented as a himbo (which, in hindsight, was probably crack, but i love him too much to not say this)
i feel like ep1 goes forgotten (guilty, especially with how problematic it gets later on). when haruhi was bullied by princess ayankoji, tamaki NOT ONLY went INTO the fountain to help her find her wallet (this nepo baby who doesnt know what “commoner” instant coffee is went INTO A FOUNTAIN), he ALSO KNEW it was princess ayankoji without haruhi telling him.
he’s such a genuine person. even if he doesnt understand what lgbtq is. or what poor people are. or what normal-status people are. but everyone gets confused sometimes and his himboness is such a facade.
I’m tryna sleep but then I remember that will wood is touring and it’s +18 so I can’t go
Like he’s even gonna be in a venue I can get to pretty easy, but can I go? Nope.
The Beyonder rant of sorts
Honestly I’m think what if The Beyonder was some sort of subspecies to The Watchers, sort of like a high rank legionnaires or something in case they don’t have enough time to gather information from planets beyond their reach. Also I feel really bad for The Beyonder for some reason, Lunella literally snapped at him, I get it, he’s kind of a sick at times and his wiki page literally says he’s a trickster. But Lunella feels bad for snapping at him, I think she genuinely wants to be friends with him since S2 EP1 since they had bonding time..ngl he pulls off braids really well.
For some reason I imagine whenever Kaos was sleeping or venerable between the Skylander games whenever he was sleeping, some Wilikin were hiding in the walls and watching over him since everyone Kaos knows would probably hurt him or kidnap him or some shit, for example if the Skylanders burst in and find Kaos sleeping and try to wake him up a Willkie from inside the wall would probably throw a book or something at them to make em back away. Another example is when Kaos accidentally took a nap when plotting, this takes place in Superchargers, and The Darkness tries to wake him up by force and a literal spear comes out of the wall and almost hit The Darkness. Honestly I just like the idea of The Wilikin still remembering Kaos and staying somewhat by his side :)
(GIF by @irkenwhisper I think)
*clears throat*
The Amazing Digital Circus Theorys
Pomni Edition
Ok so, probably no one is gonna see this so thank you if you actually have enough time to read this or like it in general
Admin theory:
Yes I know it’s stupid, most of my god damn theories are like the one where Spamton might be a little bit of Gasters soul but hear me out. Pomni might’ve been a admin or at least a office worker in the building where TADC might’ve been worked on/created and maybe logged on after work hours and forgotten the procedure to go under cover and not get their memory wiped since she’s the most human looking, well, human in TADC and The Exit has appeared to her multiple times and after she gets out of her “void trance” while traveling through The Corridors (the many exit place or C&A if you wanna call it that) and the glitch on her red hand disappeared after snapping out of it or it might’ve just been Caines fixing magic, your choice.
Controller of Abstracts theory
This one is a quickie but since Pomni has that little glitch in her red hand it might spread like some sort of virus since that’s what some glitches are/cause and eventually start controlling whether they abstract or not since Caine basically just locks them up in some sort of basement/sub void and probably be the co ringmaster (Idk what they called) like Bubble or something. (Might be Zooble or something instead lol)
Thank you for reading if you have, some of my theories are really stupid though but they make for good AUs I guess
Part of the reason why I like Zooble the most out of all the characters is because of the direction they were taken in
I've seen characters in different shows and games who can change their appearance at will(usually shapeshifters, but I'd loop Zooble in with them because of the swappable parts) and because they can change their appearance like that, they're usually really confident and sometimes full of themselves
Zooble being overwhelmed by and hating the feeling of being able to change themselves is a great change in direction that I'm honestly surprised I haven't seen done before
No you cannot call me "grandpa" cause I need a cane to walk then refuse to apologize because you think being gay gives you a free pass to be ableist, what the fuck is wrong with you
That moment when I'm enjoying myself then remember Maki was the only person who survived to chapter five who gave two shits about Kiibo, Even when it didn't apply to her or the group as a whole
Himiko has a horrible vanity problem and a lot of people tend to ignore it, And I find it rather funny She boasts about her magic constantly and how she's better than everyone, And tries to take credit for good things other people did on multiple occasions. (Like when Gonta lifted up the grate in the courtyard, She insisted he was that strong because of her magic) It's kinda funny to see her waltz around like she's all that and around when she kinda does almost nothing for anyone, And I find it rather hilarious
Top reasons not to like Himiko Yumeno (Before you call my bluff on any of this, Be my guest to go look in these spots of the game.) 1. She's made racist comments(One I remember being in chapter five, Investigation I think) 2. She's made homophobic comments(Can't remember exactly when) And you cannot excuse her cause "She's a lesbian", That is a HEADcanon. Tenko and Juzo are the only canonically queer/Heavily queer coded characters 3. Threatened to strip characters naked on multiple occasions(I know she said this to Kokichi in one trial, Might be the first or third but I'm not actually sure) 4. She told Kiibo go kill himself(Self destruct) because that's "All robots are useful for"(Chapter four, Dining hall) and you cannot excuse her cause "It's a killing game", She had no reason at ALL to say that. And, yeah, Miu said Kaede should do it too. But that was during chapter one when she was panicking about the time limit. CLEARLY not the same situation 5. Not as big of a reason as the other four, But she literally does nothing for the plot except give Kaito a crossbow and her character arc is kinda...Meh...You could swap her out with anyone and it'd still be the fucking same(Like, Even Tenko at that point would give Kaito a crossbow to help him. Nothing would change.)
Reblogs and replies trying to say "Your wrong", I'm just ignoring so don't bother.
Listen, listen, I'm just gonna say it. If Will and Robin get to be the chaotic queer duo of WLW/MLM solidarity, then I want at least one conversation between Steve and Mike. One! That does not include a, "so you really like my sister huh" type joke convo- NO I want bonding. Even if it's a throw away heart to heart that lasts 3 seconds. Even if it's not about byler or Will and Robin being friends, give me a moment. Maybe something that's just a bit of fluff/angst like, "Y'know Dustin misses hanging out with you guys outside of DnD... Like a lot" and some more contemplation from Mike about how his "obsession" (if I can call it that) with El, or maybe just having a girlfriend in general, has been affecting the other people in his life and his relationships with them.
Or maybe I just think Steve Harrington's a badass bisexual mom who whoops ass and takes care of his kids, and I want to see that with more than just Dustin (and Max kinda) for just a few scenes.
I'd also be happy with a similar heart to heart scene with Mike and Nancy mostly because I wish we got to see more of them together.