Latest Posts by hogarth-to2004 - Page 2

cw: mentions of sex below cut

She makes me feel so beautiful, i always imagined being intimate would be ruined by the way my body looks but she embraces my body for the way it is, she finds ways to appreciate it in a way that i feel perfectly unique. with her, it seems obvious, of course i love her perfect body, of course its uniqueness is the best part of her. but the idea that she could feel the same way still baffles me. i love her so much

In case you needed a reminder, you are deserving of tickles! You are deserving of love and kindness! You have people who love you and love to be around you! Go eat a snack or have some water or juice! Your hunger and body fluctuates day to day! Take your medication! Remember to love yourself and sleep well! 💖

I love my girlfriend, she loves me so much and its actually crazy. i still cant believe it!!!😊😊😊😊😊😊😊

Getting your period while being knee deep in your ED is so invalidating :/

just so yk if i like your depressing posts that are like “i should die” im giving you a virtual hug not agreeing with the sentiment

i love music so much. abba was real when they said "thank you for the music"

man i love running so much, its just so much fun😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊

i think i believe in some kind if higher power, its not like, god, or anything like that. recently ive just been noticing that things are happening that align perfectly with my goals and my needs. like, at work, i had to do a job and i needed a certain number of things to do it and i grabbed the perfect amount first try?!?

(tw ed mentioned under cut)

or, like today, i was going to skip lunch but as i was leaving the house my friend asked me if i wanted some of the curry her mum made and its like. okay, maybe the universe wants me to eat today?!?

my girlfriend is so beautiful, im so excited to see her again, its been almost a week and im having prettiness withdrawals.

she lights up my life i am so ecstatic 😊😊😊😊

dogs are so cute dude

they hate me for my slut waist and recurring self harming behavior

tw mentions of gore/sh

i used to have a really bad problem with watching gore as a form of self sabotage.. does watching horror movies count? i havent watched one in a while and im scared itll trigger me

found a statue of my girlfriend at the art museum

i love porridge

i love my mum

i dont know if i should keep using the tags i use, i put them there for reach but im worried if someone recovering goes into one it could be really triggering

idk what to do

tw: ed mentioned

met my younger self for coffee today...

she said, "we're still not skinny?"

"we've got something so much better than that, love"

do u fw girls who aren't allowed around sharp objects

draft poem i wrote the other day about self harn and dealing with urges

TW under the cut: sh (burning)

I need it, I crave the pops of the flesh against the almost frozen heat, the metal kissing my skin as flames send that familiar smell to my face. I hunger for the sting of relief. Each time I pull my hand away from something warm that voice in my head says "stay"

while i admit, ive posted this on my private twitter previously...

has anyone ever noticed how flowers look like fair dresses, in Tinkerbell they use like, flower petals as clothes, but i reckon fairies are smaller than that, i think they wear upsidedown flowers as dresses

I love my laptop so much its so cute!?!? And i especially love the kitties with my and Charlies initials😊😊😊

(lowkey doxxing myself if anyone from school finds this but ah well🤷)

god knew i'd be wayy too powerful if i was stable

the hardest thing to cope with is that the scars might never fade, i accept them for the most part, because the people i care about love them as a part of me. but sometimes i struggle to understand that ill never feel safe leaving the house in a singlet.

CW - slightly suggestive under the cut

something that really helps is when my girlfriend kisses my scars or runs her fingers along them telling me shes proud of how far ive come or that im beautiful either way. that really really makes me smile and feel better

Anxiety/mindfulness tip!

cold showers are so helpful, they force deep breaths and help balance the adrenaline system. most importantly, you can make everyone think youre a badass whos not afraid of anything (cold showers are a scary bikers biggest fear(i would know i, too, own a motorcycle(no i dont)))

I've still got a few habits left over from my ed but my favourite is definitely my affinity for tea, I have 20 different flavours and some of them i can mix together to make a fancy new tea so really ive got like, 25-30 different flavours and that makes me so happy.

Its raining!!!! I love the rain and my plants need it😊😊

Intro post

Hi everyone! My name is Archie and this my intro post!

What will my blog contain?

Recovery tips for @namia, $h, ptsd/c-ptsd, depression and anxiety

Joyful moments, pretty things, achievements of myself and my peers

Poetry, photography and other art I or my loved ones make (mostly about mental health)

My struggles in recovery and how I pushed past them

Love and positivity

DNI : I don't have any dnis really, dont be an asshole or a pedo, over 18 can interact with my posts but please dont dm me anything weird

(tl;dr under the cut)

Every time I open social media im greeted with something horrible. I want to make this account to spread light to the people in the dark like I was for so long. Not everyone is as lucky as me, I have incredible support networks that i will be forever grateful for. I'm going to post recovery tips, joyful moments, my struggles with recovery and how I am overcoming them. I aim to pour my heart and soul into this project as a gift to myself and other people who are still struggling like i once did. I have learned and grown so so much over the past few years and I'm still working on bettering myself but the internet can be a scary place and i want to make it just that tiny bit better.