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what are your ways to punish yourself when you binge or eat more than you want to? besides the basic starving,binging more lol, purging and stuff. like unconventional ways or something

I think about it so much when I eat more, it's all I think about for hours and I really wanna sh and stuff but I also like deprive myself of stuff I like too, just things I like to do.

I'm just curious what weird stuff other gorgeous but ed girls do

yeah it's my extended family that I care about a lot more than my actual family so I feel a LOT more guilty so I'm just resigned to losing the weight afterwards lol 😭

Does anyone else feel just so bad about wasting some people's money on food that they can't do anything about it, like I have to eat it all and it has to stay down because I just can't id feel too guilty

or does that get better once I level up in anorexia

i hate how different my thighs look when I sit down vs standing up

IT LOOKS DECIVINGLY LIKE I ALMOST HAVE A THIGH GAP BUT THEN WHEN I SIT DOWN THEY RUB TOGETHER AND ITS SO BADDDDDDD

I wish I was thinspo worthy lol

i would die for the pretty aesthetic pics (I tried when I looked good and I sucked lol)

🙁🙁🙁

I like genuinely am so bad at taking pictures even when I look cute

btw I gained weight so my thighs belly (AND BUTT THO) got bigger lol

*stubs my toe* oh fuck I should kms

*loses my headphones* oh fuck I should kms

*wins the lottery* oh fuck I should kms

*my dog dies* oh fuck I should kms

*gets reborn* oh fuck I should kms

*becomes rich and famous* oh fuck I should kms

*becomes god* oh fuck I should kms

*dies* oh fuck I should kms

*my favorite person tells me that they are in love with me* oh fuck I should kms

*sad* oh fuck I should kms

*happy* oh fuck I should kms

*turns into a horse* oh fuck I shou

I was on my 48 hr fast and lost 1.7 kg at 30 hrs but my dad's making sushi, can't say no to that I'm afraid

Is somebody gonna match my freak? (Act like everything’s fine as I walk around with my scars out)

after seeing them I wish die to die happy !!

YALL IF YOU WANT TO BE TRIGGERED GO WAYCH ONCE UPON A TIME IN HOLLYWOOD OMFG

there's some hippies in it and they are all like so so pretty AND thin omg I just like to look at thinspo pictures I think they're just so nice but they just give me a vague feeling of want BUT THIS MOVIE MOTIVATED ME LIKE HELL 😭😭😭😭

idk why the pose is weird but like the outfits are bomb in the movie too

but like I used to eat so much more than I want to now 😭😭😭 I've just resigned myself to eating until I leave them in a week. they already get weird when I want to skip lunch or breakfast and stuff 😫

Does anyone else feel just so bad about wasting some people's money on food that they can't do anything about it, like I have to eat it all and it has to stay down because I just can't id feel too guilty

or does that get better once I level up in anorexia

just another day waking up f@t :/

why do I have to hate everything about myself.

manifesting losing 35 pounds overnight🙏🙏🙏

Does anyone else feel just so bad about wasting some people's money on food that they can't do anything about it, like I have to eat it all and it has to stay down because I just can't id feel too guilty

or does that get better once I level up in anorexia

i wanna purge so badly

i want to starve until I can't walk right and see stars

I want to eat everything that I can, maybe even just one bite of everything that I can reach until I want to throw up

I want to throw it all up once I'm done and then redo it

I want to be sickly ghostly hauntingly pretty

guys help I'm getting fat😭

thiso I'm at my aunt's and uncle's house for two weeks and I just finished my first week. it's only me and them there and we eat a lot all together. The thing is we're actually eating super healthy but it's STILL too much food for me and I feel my stomach getting fatter 😓😓😓. idk what to do because we're active too. I think I'll just try my very best to starve when I get back home 😕

I GOT LITERALLY 3 COMPLIMENTS TODAY FOR MY OUTFIT OMG

that's the outfit lol I look so bad but I also tried on some other stuff

I low-key love the wedding dress but I got the pants 😖😖 and I got some other stuff too

my mood just goes 📈📉📈📉📈📉 everyday

hi, just wanted to share this account with y'all

low cal recipes ✨

i don't really ever talk about relationship problems its always so personal my boyfriend is so good with words but wow 🙁

idk what to even say or think or anything

he doesn't even know about the really bad things about me too ☹️☹️☹️

he went back to being sweet and everything but I don't know what to do about it at all

fit/bodycheck lol

honestly it's pretty fun to do this but EHAT IS IT WITH MY KNEES WTH THEY ACTUALLY LOOK FAT 😭😭😭

idk should I do fit checks regularly???

i look so bad tan 😭 also kinda bodycheck sorta

how the hell can I figure out a good angle for pictures omg

I wanna be able to see my ribs again so bad but I dont wanna lose my boobs or butt so im scarsd of losing more weight 🙁

To all my future partners this is how you deal with me. /nsrs /vent

felt

for someone obsessed with losing weight i really suck at it.

"you should eat more" boooo🍅🍅🍅🍅🍅tomato tomato 🍅🍅🍅🍅🍅🍅 boo🍅🍅🍅🍅🍅🍅🍅🍅🍅

Thought I looked cute

I'll probably want to delete later but it somehow seems so embarrassing to do that

i really like my hat

Sorry for having symptoms of a mental illness I literally told you I have it will happen again