Latest Posts by mewhenigettosilly - Page 2

' "Awww, [you're] admiring my work? How adoorablleeee."

Dazai clapped his hands, giggling softly.

"I wasn't, I just like the hoodie, don't flatter yourself." Chuuya muttered...'

A scene I liked in @mewhenigettosilly's fic, 'Why Would You Do This ? Doesn't It Hurt ?'

Skk's just come home from a boring day at school, and Chuuya hurries to change into more comfortable clothes-- more specifically, a hoodie and sweatpants that he and Dazai had embroidered. (...mostly Dazai.)

I thought that skk embroidering together was adorable, so I had to draw something about it!

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“Jirai Kei is dying” thank god now all the posers are gonna start selling their shit for lower prices on Vinted because it’s “less desirable”

"I hate physical touch"

I say as I cry because I want to be hugged

Im posting these to close to each other 😭

More make-up and sfw training!!!

(Bc living rn is making me wanna go...uhm...do some reaalllyyyy hard and deep...make-up...)

Tw: realistic blood and cuts :3👍

Im js a rlly good make-up artist, it's all fake and for my classes >////<

I think I got baaabbyyy styro??? Idk tho, I dont wanna hype myself up cause yikes :P

me core after downing the whole box of chips cause i was a lil sad🤤🤤

Like ??? Is thattt styro?? Or js a deeper cat scratch :P I think I'm being dramatic I'm gna jump.

Anyway :P here's all of my leg🤤🤤 I like fucking 10 sliced in that big bleeding one (the moot who got sent the video can vouch for me ~)

Oh, my thigh is just begging to be cut..

YOU ARE VALID!! it doesn't matter whether you had a good childhood or good parents, no trauma or bully experience. You feel how you feel for a reason, and that reason no matter how small it may seem compared to others is valid.

No, I don't care about your traumatic backstory.

Yes, I act like I care. I'm lying to you.

Tryin to prove a point to my homophobic mom

Reblog if you think it's perfectly fine and maybe even great to put coins in the blender

Im undiagnosing myself, i do not have trauma I'm just being dramatic and I have a good home life therefore I'm faking it

They hurt ╯︿╰

tw: realistic sfw and make-up:P

I "cleaned" them up but they stinging now :(((

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sorry kittens daddy is about to kill himself

I noticed to liked my post about hypersexuality and I noticed you like cinnamoroll, so I thought I'd digitally give you a cinnamoroll plush.

You may save them as the background on your phone, computer or laptop, witch ever you have Tumblr on so that when ever you open that device you see them and (hopefully) smile.

this kinda made me tear up. Tysm. I js cms because I was having the most disgusting thoughts about myself and others, and I didn't know how to stop it. idk if It's an episode or not, but his really js fucking made my night ♡♡♡♡♡ I can't thank you enough ♡♡♡

ur amazing and you dont even know it

lol ya I dont🤤🤤🤤🤤

I hate when my mother wants to "experiment" with food

I reeeealllyyy wanna go to a mental hos >_< no responsibility, no expectations just being as unhinged as I want and getting care !?!? Sounds fabulous

Ahfiwnar idk if I'm gna get hate for this but I don't trust women and find them terrifying :P

thxs for the tag ^^

Im to tired for tags so I'll only be tagging a few moots, but it's open for anyone who wants to join :D

@2u1c1d4l @moribunniii @insufferablewhore @fukuzaineb + any of my other moots or anyone who wants to join ^^

new picrew chain cuz why the hell not

https://picrew.me/share?cd=Ou5y4ws9qt #Picrew #____20_

@sleepy-internet-addict @asterloid @shortcakedoggie-reblog @piko-chan @glassy-squidster-22 @coffee-dere @charactervocal02 @ki-2-ur-heart @livegastrodonreaction + any1!

Cvtting is the best and worst feeling at the same time

I can barely touch my cat now without needing to wash my hands at least twice

Having no friends isn't cute or mysterious, it fucking sucks. Imagine not texting anyone, not going to school, maybe even going to the store. You have no one except your close family. And they hate you too.

inside of me there are two wolves…

I keep seeing the thing where it's like 'here's how to report someone if you think there life is in danger (by suicide)'....and...that feels so off to me. I know so many of you just want to help, but i don't think that would help so many people. It wouldn't help me, because it would cause more stress and panic and then if my parents found out I would end up getting everything taken away from me. :P

idk what happened to my day, but I feel really bad now. I guess that's what I wanted

I js feel very small. Like I want to be. I really want someone to care for me, and like me, and not make me feel bad. I'm very scared right now, I don't have anyone to help me, and its really scary. I know I kinda joke about suicide but I don't tell anyone about how bad it gets. I don't like getting violent thoughts to hurt myself, I just want to be held and taken care of, and understood that I can't be ok

Whatever, mb, my throat really hurts

I love strawberry switchblade :3

This song makes me feel very upset but very happy ♡♡♡

KK therapy was alright today :3

My therapist convinved my mother to stop pestering with questions about my life, sooo yipiierrss !!!!

But now i feel weird, ebcause i feel happy without feeling manic and hyper...sooo uhhh, i might slit or sum to make myself feel worse again :3

ALTHOUGH I DOOOO WANNA KEEP UP SOME MOTIVATION TO WRITE, SO I MIGHT TRY TO GET SO MANY CHAPTERS OUT :D

GUYS NVMD, IM FINE AGAIN !!! YIPPIEEE !!!!

(dawg i hate mood swings)

ANYWAY, GUESS WHAT ?!?!? GUESS WHAT I DID ?!?!?

I WROTE THE SKK FIC !!! ARENT YOU GUYS PROUD !!! (i also wrote and posted another chap for the KuniOda fic :D i love feeling motivated)

Heres the link ^^

https://archiveofourown.org/works/64954138/chapters/166975300

:3

idk if im gonna be able to keep myself stable enough to fake being non suicidal in therapy tmrw :P Plus i think my hearts gone again, so if i get hospitalised, uhhhh :(((( I'll cry :(( because i wont be alowed on my phone, and i need to be online otherwise i wont be able to get any attention ╯︿╰

I wanna be independent because that's how I've been taught to be, but whenever someone starts talking about having a partner or a friend group I get so sick with jealousy

How my mother wants me to act after she threatens to hit me

i just be saying shit that makes no sense 😭😭