TW for su!cide, sh and js depressing shitBlock don't report pls :3
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hi! when you get this, you have to answer with 5 things you like about yourself, publicly. Then, send this ask to 10 of your favourite followers (non-negotiable, positivity is cool)!
(Hai, sending this to u bc you're one of the first 10 :3)
uhhhhh uhhh hmmm IDRK WHAT I LIKE ABOUT MYSELF ???
I like that i can write ??? And draw 🧍♂️
IM SO SORRY I HAVE NO CLUE >.< but i'll send it to some others >:D
(sorry if you didnt wanna get sent one and you did, dont shoot me pls ≡(▔﹏▔)≡ or do i dont rlly care)
Shes found someone else omfg how do I mess all this shit up this bad
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I hate how I never get to talk about my interests ( ´△`)
My irl today was yapping about whatever thing he likes, and I make sure I make a noise or answer back and ask questions to show im engaged, and then when I yap about my interests he just completely ignores it :(((
He was talking abt supernatural (the show idk??) And I was listening and like staying silent to listen and then when I tried talking about Yandere sim he completely shifted the conversation to how his ankle hurt....
Idk, I'm js gonna start not reacting when he talks about his interests, because it's fine that he's interested or whatever but it's alllll the time. His interests are the only thing we talk about and it's boring :/
normalize self harming for fun and because it looks good
idk what's wrong with me, I read yosuke sneakers as yoai cakes 💔💔💔
TRYING TO BUY THE YOSUKE SNEAKERS AND MY CARD KEEPS DECLINING TwT
I got too tired to post my make up and sfx last night ^^
But here it is now :3
Tw: realistic cvts and bl00d
I got triggered by a song, how pathetic....ahsufohajr I miss ber so much :(((
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Js some cat scratches :3
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I did this first then i really needed to do it again :(((( soooo glad my ex dearest can make me feel this shit about myself (*´~`*)
Secconddd cut thingggg. I did it more on my hip :P
Also this one wouldn't stop bleeding >:((((
At least the blood is yummerssss >////<
Im lonely and tired :((( I js want my dearest back💔
don’t come into my life just to leave. i will slit my throat.
"I never even liked you"
SDUHXNUWDHXHUSHDX THANK U FOR THE SPAM U SPARKLING NEW MOOT
WAHHH, I WAS LITERALLY GONNA DO THIS AS WELL >//////<
tyssmmm new moot >/////<;
i hate having a dream about the actual perfect man to exist ever, and where i get all taken care of and loved because waking up is even more unbearable :(((
born to hit beans forced to have parents
XP dawg I never check my follow count
Thxs for 52 ^^ (I have 71 on my main, WHICH IS CRAZY CAUSE IT WAS AT 50 AS WELL LAST TIME I CHEKCED😭😭😭)
uhuhghughu I reallyy fucking hate everyone at the moment, so if you could all kindly kill yourselves I would be very pleased
WAHHH, I WAS READING THE CUTEST SKK FIC AND NOW I REALLY WANNA WRITE MY OWN SKK FIC BUT I HAVE SO MANY THAT I KEEP NEGLECTING 💔💔💔
Ajdhaihdw sometimes I wanna be completely honest with my therapist because I really want help, but at the same time I don't want him to tell anyone else but I know he'll have to :((
WAHHHH, I HAVE WCHOOL IN TWO DAYS IM GNA KMSSSS
I'm definately over her
*I whisper, stalking her social media and stalking the people that she follows and the things she likes*
FUCK THIS BINGING PERIOD I FEEL LIKE IM GOING TO THROW UP
WAHHHH, I CANT TAKE BEING ALOONEEE, IF I DONT GET A PARTNER BY NEXT YEAR I'LL BE PUTTING MY HEAD INTO THE OVEN
WAHHH TYSM FOR THAT TAG !!!
(I'm gna blur the songs cover because there's like blood and disturbing shit)
(the blue eyes look so unsettling-)
TAGS !!!! (sorry if there unwanted, im also tired so i wont be doing a lot of my moots)
@gutted-pawz @insufferablewhore @2u1c1d4l @noodle-bro @crumbledtoast
i found a cool tag game on twitter and i really wanna import it (o^ ^o)
this picrew + the last song you listened to :]
no pressure tags: @blood-loving-leech @overtaken-boredom @lesbianthatyaps @kameonerd566 @hexedvampire @laczki @anonymous-shxtposter @fleurafae @flovqy + anyone who wants to do it <3
Wdym my thighs are in pain and there's NO ONE available to kiss them better?!?!?!?!?!??💔💔💔
OK I THINK I HAVE ONE EXCEPTION FOR THIS
I'll only let some older man, who doesn't want to do it, bc he doesn't want to hurt me, but does it anyway because he feels bad, but he's flustered and hesitant the whole time, and when he does it, it barely even cuts the skin, but the second time he gets to confident in himself and ends up cutting to baby beans
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(And then he cleans it franticaly and cuddles me and kisses the cuts after)
Idk if it's just me but the thought of having someone cutting me for me sounds so gross.
Like for starters, what if they get there greasy finger oils on it and my blade rusts😒
And what do I do, just...sit there and watch them do it ? Or do I strike up conversation ?!?!? 🧍♂️
I js like doing it alone, cause I know exactly how I want it, and I get to be proud of myself for going deeper and getting more blood >:3
"I don't feel safe around men, unless there a gay man or trans"
GFRGAGAGGR STFU FAGGOT ILL SKIN YOU AND EAT YOU JUST AS MUCH AS ANY CIS GUY HDIRHWAJUSVDJSHABSHDHSBDVX
I needdd to take a shooweerrrrrr, wahhhhh I don't wannaaaa.
But my hair is so crunchy, it's been like a week since I've had a shower or brushed my teeth🧍♂️
i want a boyfriend :(
Ugghughhhu this is so annoying, I haven't gotten sick for years but these 2 months I've just STAYED sickkkkkk
I also have had no appetite and it sucks whej my mother makes me over eattttt, it makes me wanna dieeeeee
Ive also had no energy to cvt so I've js been so fucking stressed💔💔 and I can't cut how I want 💔💔
thhhxxx for the tag ^^
I don't really like animals cause they're dirty as fuck, but maybe a seal ?? Cause there silly and it looks fun to hop around the beach like that :3
Probably my hoodie cause it goes down to my knees (completely covered >:3)
I mean, I'm pale as hell, drink/have a fascination with blood and I would die if a stake was drove into my heart, sooo guess I gotta go with vampire
JIRAI KEI💪 although I do like lolita and cutegore :3 (I don't have much clothes for those styles rn tho💔)
I fucking hate milk.
I fucking hate cereal. (Putting the cereal first though, because it's more logical. If you put milk then cereal, the milk could splash back ONTO YOU🤮🤮)
Probably just drowning someone, or choking. Something to do with the neck because it's very easy to damage the throat (Although I guess js shooting someone in the chest would be easiest :P) ACTUALLY, LMAO, I would wanna slit someone's wrist to death. Tie them down to a chair and slit there wrists till i hit an artery 🤤
anyway, had to much fun with that- TAGS !!! (sorry if tag is unwanted)
@fyodorsushanka @chairlieeatsdirt @raskoln1kovsaxe @gutted-pawz @t0tally-n0t-lou @insufferablewhore @sw33tl1f3 @thatonesillymomfriend @t3mzyproreal @qweirdangels @homaru--akemi @noodle-bro @uniquezombiedestiny @the-internet-froggi @the-real-loser-otaku-girl @gutz-n-glam0ur @lilithdeathbed @imsilly0-0 @2u1c1d4l @koku-stars @projectbungo @saturnmercuryowo @bubblecherry07 + anyone who wants to join !!! (Sorry any moots I forgot)
yk what I'll also do this get to know your mutuals cuz I thought bout it for a bit and I think I have to or I'll explode
get to know your mutuals♡
if you could be any animal which one would you choose to be? (can be fictional) (and you can explain why if you want to)
what would you choose when you're in a hurry and have nothing to wear?
are you a witch, vampire, fairy, dryad, siren or a mermaid and why do you think so?
what is your style?
regular milk or plant based milk?
which one do you put first milk or cereal?
fav way to kill someone? (idgaf if you never thought of it now you have to think of something and make it at least a bit cool I'm begging)
and I'll go first cuz I can
girl I wrote kinda a lot in these answers but I just had to brag about my fav way of killing people🤷♀️🤷♀️ and okay maybe it's kinda stupid that I'm also doing this game even tho I made it for others but who cares?
I can't choose but either a phoenix or a wolf cuz the allegory of both of these animals absolutely stole my heart
anything in my wardrobe that looks good (and it's almost always not adequate for the cold weather, I literally can wear a mini skirt when it's like 2°C outside and there are times when I am wearing a mini skirt and a crop top when it is 0°C and even when it was -3°C I don't care)
something in between vampire and a dryad cuz I feel like I would be a good vampire I don't know how to describe it but I just know and that's it and also a dryad cuz when I think of them they give me rather a messy and chaotic vibe which is def how I act and overall express myself so I'd say that I'm sometimes both sometimes one and sometimes the other
I'm goth so my style is overall gothic and / or cunty
regular but only 1,5% fat
CEREAL
sooo this is my fav way, first - pepper spray in the face so they can't see and therefore they can't run away, second - start scratching their legs with a pocket knife as hard as possible and try to find an aorta and cut there (making it even harder to run away), third - stick the same knife into all of their fingers (why not), fourth - knock out their teeth with a knuckle duster and finally - when they open their mouth trying to catch a breath from the blood and saliva running into their throat pour fluoroantimonic acid into their mouth and it's done! and I'll add that fluoroantimonic acid is called the most corrosive acid in the world ans if it touches the skin it causes huge damage and if poured into someones throat it'll burn the insides and kill. I think I'm really creative cuz I came up with this when I was writing one of my books and now I'm obsessed
tags: @n1eprzytomnadesperacja @niketas-s @r4tkisses @dawkacynizmu @gothicm0rph @slowacki006
and with question 7 rn I'm mostly thinking about one bbg ( @dawkacynizmu I'm looking at you ) cuz a bit after I came up with this question I thought that you might have an interesting answer
Idk what I did but I lost around 2kg
I WASNT EVEN TRYING TO AND NOW MY HEARTS MESSING UP AGAIIINN, WAHHHH I DONT WANNA GO BACK TO THE HOSPITALLL💔💔💔
(I'm at 42.9kg🤤 I was up to 44.1kg or smth. I wasn't actively trying to loose weight though, its just randomly started to drop :000)