sometime I wonder if anyone check my blog the way I check other's blog like "hmmmm did she post ? I hope she did!"
i’m so scared, i have to go to court tmr for truancy.
wish me luck
Idk why but there’s something comforting about feeling my stomach grumbling. Like although it hurts it makes me feel like im getting thinner.
telling him i relapsed y’all IM SO SCARED
How “Mental health matters” mfs look at me when I don’t cover my scars, have a SHED tumblr, don’t brush my teeth or shower for days on end, and sexual1ze myself to the point no one wants me
i’m just scared i’m gonna get t worded again
Someone please tell me this isn’t an original experience.. do you ever get so insanely infatuated with someone (who you don’t necessarily know super well/like that much) that you crave validation from this person to the point that if they look at you wrong or say one wrong thing you convince yourself they hate you and start deeply hating them and any little thing they say can send you into a mental breakdown ?? No just me?? Ok.
born to hit beans forced to have parents
i feel so fucking stuck here. mentally and physically. i cant get out. i will bever get iut. i feel ill. it feels like it is stuck in me like im stuck there. llease get it out. get this rot out if me.
”I must be faking for attention” I say in complete isolation.