nothing is more addicting than feeling the way my bl00d drips down my arm. its so surreal, seeing vibrant red pool in my palms. cvtting is kind of fun actually when it brings you back from the edge over and over again. ⸜(。˃ ᵕ ˂ )⸝♡
hew hew, 10/10 would cvt again!
my man said he’s proud of me for not cvtting and said even if i do it’s okay because i’m trying but i reallyyyy don’t know what to do, i haven’t in a few days since i carved his name but i really want to, the urges are so strong but he’s gonna ask me why and a bunch of other shit (he’s studying psychology so he’s always on my ass” WHAT DO I DOOOO
。°⚠︎°。 SFX BLOOD NOT REAL 。°⚠︎°。
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I'm just spiraling again
if you're on instagram get off that thing and go outside
if you're on tumblr hold fast and keep scrolling soldier
I DID IT!! DM IF YOU WANNA SEE
i love my man i would carve his name into me for him.
I'll never be sick enough to be taken seriously
When you cut people off and they don’t even notice
god, i'm so pathetic i can't even cut myself properly.
if only someone else could do it for me...