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It's exhausting
i do not know.
Maybe this is my best
Sorry for not being posting-. I was feeling upset.
I heard a Hard notice and…that’s why…heh- I will post smth later
That’s the problem with letting the light in—after it’s been taken away from you, it feels even darker than it was before.
The grace year, Kim Liggett
Bristlefrosts death complete
Unconditonally
week 12 "Even if I was very upset with you, I'd never consider leaving you. I love you unconditionally. You mean far too much for me to jeopardize what we have over anything so small"
did something simpler today.. its been a long week. hope yours has been better than mine, hons.
I still have our old chat... Our beginning...
A...
Are you okay?
I have so many things I want to tell you... I want to know what's been happening to you lately... I want to hear from you... To hear from you
You were a beautiful experience. One I'll never forget.
You will be the second man I cry for.
Whenever I can, I'll talk about you. I'll never forget you. I don't want to forget you.
loneliness and emptiness
Human beings...Kindly stay away from me...🚨
hey… don’t watch those sad dog videos. y’know you’re gonna cry. i just finished watching them and crying, so just… don’t.
on contrast, you need something to cry about? search up Laika the space dog on tiktok or just google.
Tumblr wasiyo saare sad sad post kar rhe ho...kisi ke life me koi aa rha hai kisi ke life se koi jaa rha hai...jo chal rha hai chalne do..don't be Sad.. try to be happy guys....jo hona hai hoga hi....
tbh my heart breaks for jade west and i gave her an entire backstory that i think about constantly and i am not a good writer so it just sits in my mind with nowhere to go but more of these quoted from those tiktok slideshows reminded me of her and what i think she feels so i thought i’d share with y’all and if anyone wants to talk about her with me please do i am going insane on my own
“i’m helping him, he’ll be okay” “it wasn’t enough”
just wanted to let y’all know that i’m still going through every stage of grief over tech I MISS HIM BRING HIM BACK NOW
yeah i’m fine (sometimes fictional characters are the only people i feel loved by)
Always end up back here when I need to feel something
I don't see myself and my child self as the same person. As a child I was so good. I love her and I think that she deserves the world, but it breaks my heart to know that she is cursed to grow into me.
One day food stops being a treat and then it becomes a sin. One day she will start to smile as she almost falls as she stands up because that means that it's working.
When she does eat she hates herself.
And she misses the days where she felt beautiful. When she didn't get dizzy every time she sees sharp objects. When she didn't know what they feel like in her skin. When she didn't do it anyway because it hurts twice as much when she is so afraid.
And she can't help but wonder when it changed. When she started looking for the diet version of everything. When she stopped eating with her family. When she convinced herself that she was so utterly unlovable.
I wish I could save her because I deserve this but she doesn't. She was young and good. She deserved to end up happy. But she will end up where I am now. And playing dress up will change into dressing the cuts on her skin.
Suddenly make believe food is all that she will eat. Suddenly she's afraid to hug her mom because she knows that she'll feel her bones and she's come too far to stop now.
And she will realize that there is nothing keeping her here except for her fear.
This young girl who had so much love and so many dreams and ambitions is withering away as she grows but nothing changes because she is already too far gone.
And she watches as her health deteriorates because that means that she is small.
But once upon a time she was small, but she was happy and she didn't need to be small because that was not all that she was.
She was smart and kind and hopeful and so so loving
But now she is dying
And she is happy because she will finally be small again and then maybe someone will finally love her like they did back then
Because no one loves her unless she is fading
And she just wants to be held but no one is there anymore and she dreams of the big and warm arms from when she was young, but now her concerns don't make sense anymore, and people are getting tired of her
But she was once a small girl and that girl is doomed because one day she will stop loving herself and she will change everything just to feel loved even for a second
I'm sorry little me. You deserved better and I love you and I'm sorry that I failed you. You were too good for me.
I've never been good with reaching out to people but I finally had my group and I thought that I had found my people
But then time after time as soon as there were other people there it was like I didn't exist anymore and I'm so fucking tired
Is it really so selfish of me to want to feel important for once
Like damn I do everything I can for these people and when I haven't reached out in over a week nobody cares
Nothing changes and they move on without me and then when I finally suck it up and go back because I'm a whore for any sort of attention no matter how fleeting they will act like it's just a silly little thing that I did
I can't stand being alone I can't be alone with myself anymore
But they make me feel so goddamn pathetic
I go through lots of these moments and I hate to know that others go through this. I just want everyone to know that it does get better. It’s such a hard battle to fight but life is too beautiful to give up. You’re going to wake up one day and be genuinely happy with your life and all this will be a bad memory. I will always be in your corners and I’m here if anyone needs a shoulder to cry on. You’ve got this. I believe in all of you. Win this crazy battle called life❤️
everyday i wake up wishing i hadn't.
Life is a lot like a taco.
It keeps falling apart as you try to enjoy it, yet you're somehow always expected to shove it down you throat and say ''wow, this is good''. And sometimes...
It is! Its good, it beutiful, everything is coming together perfectly but other times...
Other times you just want it to end.
Just want it to stop falling apart.
Not want to eat it after some stupid kid throws it to the floor, stepps on it and says ''gosh your taco is pathetic''
But you have to take it, and keep eating the taco because if you wont, someone will take it... you might even let them take it. And when you do... you dont do anything anymore.
And lunch is over
No more taco
Ever
Gods my life's a mess
This OC does not belong to me. She belongs to the one 101DS fanfictions writer. I drew her the way I imagine her in my head. I actually don't know what she looks like.
Always taking up too much space or time.
Post-Siege of Mandalore Ahsoka just makes me so sad.
Like, this is a girl who has been fighting for the better part of her rather short life. She’s gone from being a youngling to a soldier to an outcast to a soldier once again. And she was so close. Everything was going to be perfect, the Clone Wars would be over, and she would be what she’d always wanted to be, what she was meant to be. A peacekeeper. A Jedi.
But the Order fell. Her brothers turned on her. The Clone Wars did end, but nobody truly won. Ahsoka’s world crumbled, and yet she still has to keep fighting. Fighting the Empire, fighting Thrawn, fighting herself. It never ends. She never gets to see her masters or her brothers or her culture again. Ahsoka can never stop, because it isn’t in her blood to stop, it just isn’t possible for her. But it’s eating her up, and despite what some people may think, Ahsoka was never truly happy after that tragic day on an icy, unnamed moon. She left that girl, the young and joyful Jedi, in the snow alongside a pair of twin lightsabers.
and that just makes me really sad.